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Thursday, January 25, 2007


High School Rec. and Former Friend




Hi all! Well I'm staying home again and I'm slowly getting over this episode... (although I did go to school Mon. Tues. and yesteday) The reason I'm staying home today is that I'm FINALLY getting some glasses! I was supposed to get them the 11th, but we weren't home and didn't receive the call, so it's today. My little brother also has an appointment to go to, but it's for his ear. Gosh, these medical issues are driving me insane...it's down there with French and...no, just french..
Yesterday I received my Recomendations for my freshman high school courses. I'm very disappointed in most of them. Drummergirl93 got in ALL the possible honors...like honors geometry...honors english...and...well, I just envy her...but at the same time, I'm happy for her. I'm way disappointed in mine though, like I said. I could have done better...
Okies, First off:
Reading 19/25, English 20/25, Writing 3/6: Academic English (I should SO be in honors english. It's my best subject! I'm hoping that if I asked and pleaded and stuff they'd give me a chance. If no other honor, I really wanted this one...)
Science 19/25: Honors Integ. Phys Sci
Mathematics 20/25: Honors Algebra
(I have no idea how I got this, I guessed on half that test...oh, well the placement test was an ADV. Geometry test and then they used that to place us. I have no idea how....but that's what they used for the ADV. Algebra classes placement...and I got Honors Algebra by a miracle)
Social Studies (wasn't on the test, teachers recomendation) : Honors World History
Foreign Language (wasn't on the test either, teachers recomendation): French 2
Well those are my recomendations and test scores. I don't even know how I got hoonors integ. phys sci.....or even more so Honors Algebra. Heck I don't know how Drummergirl93 got into Honors Geometry....We both guessed on half those test questions! Well, I guess she guessed better than me, lol.
I'm gonna be real depressed about the Honors English thing though. It was really the only thing I was ever naturally good in. Things like catching spelling mistakes, grammer usage, punctuation errors...My score in writing is what I'm thinking is the problem though. I wish I had done better on that. For it to be so low is a little unusual...writing is something I usually excel in. Oh well, I'll just have to talk to them about it.
Off the grade topic though, one of my 'friends' told me via AIM they didn't want to be my friend anymore because I didn't hang out with them after school as much as I do my other friends. I thought that was a pretty stupid reason to not want to be my friend anymore and then he started accusing me of things I didn't do like telling one of my other friends about the conversation we were having when I hadn't even spoken to her all afternoon on AIM. It was ridiculous. He pissed me off so much, I quit trying to help him because of his depression about his family issues and his low self esteem. I got really tired of him saying things like "I'm gonna go cut myself now" and then saying just kidding as if it were nothing. I'm really tired of things like that...suicide...cutting...it's not a joke so then why turn it into one? He scared the crap shiz outta me. Despite me still being worried about him, I was fed up and I told him that, as he wanted, we would no longer be friends. He signed out after that and then I blocked him just in case he tried to apologize. We had another arguement once before in which he declared he was no longer my friend and after about two months of apologizing I got sick of hearing it and decided to unlblock him and somehow we became friends again, but this time its to far.
Well, I have to go now. I still need to comb my hair and put on shoes, lol. Talk to you all later! Take care, byeness ^-^


ToA Not Done Yet

Luv game and song...'nuff said.

Here's a poem I wrote yesterday for Young Authors:

If nothing else
If nothing else,
this life is a stage.
With huge iron bars,
it’s built just like a cage.

Each actor and actress
is given a script,
but no one sees the words
on the pages they’ve flipped.

The words on those pages,
each one more revealing,
Are read with emotions and tenderness:
feelings.

One person’s script,
however, is ripped.
The pages asunder,
destroyed if by thunder.

Just two pages remain,
but no words are there.
It gains the attention of others
everywhere.

More scripts came torn,
ripped into shreds.
Pages in shambles
and stuffed under beds.

There is no act
to play for the crowd.
The only thing there are the pages,
unbound.

Not blank like the first,
but written words left ignored.
No need to rehearse,
to each his own role.

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