Wednesday, November 2, 2005

   Some random poems
Seasons

The autumn is passing,
Now winter is here.
I skip to summer,
A place I hold dear.
I return to winter,
I welcome the cold.
A new life begins,
We move into spring.
And to summer again,
Smiles all around.
Back round to autumn,
Leaves on the ground.
Where will I be,
This time next year?
At home in my heart,
Loved ones near.


My Halloween

The rain falls down this night,
I am alone.
I hide behind a glass window,
The people stare at me.
I light my candles, sing my songs,
All I hear is laughter.
I hate loneliness,
I love to be alone.
The spirits are with me this night,
I offer shelter from the night.
They bring me comfort,
I am not as alone as I think.
Even in darkest of times there is light,
Only now have I found it.
The clouds move on, the rain passes,
The gods' eyes twinkle in the night sky.

Please leave a comment tell me what u think.
*steps back into shadows*
Aria
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Monday, October 31, 2005

   Heya!!
Hello everybody I hope you all have a very Happy Halloween. Don't eat too much candy and have fun!! It sucks not being with D this year but I can still do my witching on my own. Don't panic I'm a white witch - only good spells for me!! Anyways Happy Halloween!!
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

   HIYA!!
I guess my new aproach to life worked cuz im so much happier!! i got offered a job i start 21st november and my parents are taking me to egypt for my birthday!! im so excited ive always wanted 2 go 2 egypt and ill get a lovely tan for winter - yay!! i hate always looking so pale!! i think ive smiled more this week than i have all year!! its quite scary! i never really thought life could be good i was so into being depressed i never really thought about anything else except when i was hyper!! now i can just be happy and be me!! i was a bit nervous i didnt think id be able to write my poetry without my depression but i wrote one the other day and i love it!! anyways i guess i should be going, i'll leave u with my latest masterpiece!!

My Song

Like a blank page in a book am I,
I write my life to the gods’ music.
I sang along and enjoyed the ride,
Following my music I rolled with the tide.
But the music grew quieter; more melancholy,
I stopped my singing and began to cry.
I cried until I could cry no more,
Then I turned a page in my life again.
This time it was different, I wrote my own song,
I made my own music to my own rhythm.
Making my own choices I changed my ways,
I did all I could to bring happier days.
Forgetting the past I looked to tomorrow,
I started to believe things would turn out fine.
So I’ll write my music and sing my own song,
Tomorrow is another day and life goes on.

*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

   Heya!
Again i apologise for my random comments before i was a bit hyper that day - too much coffee and too many smiles!! i'm not used 2 being happy it went 2 my head a bit!! i went for a job interview 2day the ppl were nice and its pretty much the same job as i had before just a different line of business. i think it went ok - i hope so anyway!! my friend Kaylea passed her theory test 2day thats so kool cuz its her birthday sunday!! yay!! hopefully i'm going into town 2moro and shes working so i get 2 c her and i get 2 hand out more CVs, just cuz i had an interview doesnt mean i'll get a job!! gotta keep trying! wow i must be changing yay!! gotta keep trying!! lol thats so not the old me, always depressed never a smile!! lol poor me! anyways i should stop rambling now im probably sending ya'z all 2 sleep. hmmmm... i could do with some sleep but its still early :( o well cyaz laterz pplz!!
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Monday, October 24, 2005

   To MyOtaku
This is my message for today.
I am sad. I am obsessed with Tetley Tea. I apologise if you do not know what the hell I'm on about; the sad truth is, nor do I.
Thank you and good night.
*steps back into the shadows of insanity*
Aria
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Saturday, October 22, 2005

alone
shame they dont have a crying mood thing. would suit me at the mo. i feel alone so i push people away and i feel more alone. i just dont know what i can do. i kno i need a job im flat broke but i dont want to meet new people for fear they wont like me. but all the people that try 2 help me i shout at and push away. a friend told me i need 2 grow up and i shouted at him well kinda cuz it was online but its true. i take everything so seriously and dont do anything about it. im trying to change my attitude but i just keep slipping back into my old self who i hate. i knew it would be hard but i dont kno if its worth it all. all i can do is cry, i cant even write at the moment im just so confused. well if u took the time 2 read this then thanks
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Friday, October 21, 2005

Lost
Well its back to the norm with no one commenting on here. i know i need 2 start checking other sites again but i been tryin 2 sort my own head out 1st before giving other ppl advice and stuff. im really confused at the mo, i miss my bf but i dont at the same time. it seems like everytime i think of him its a bad thing but i kno he wasnt a bad guy. and then i think of all the other things ive messed up and i feel so alone and yet i feel different. i guess im leaving my depression behind although i dont think im growing up. im 18 nxt month and yet i feel so imature. theres alot of random crap going on in my head and none of it make any sense. for now i just have to give things time so things can work out right in the end. ive started listening to people who i probably should have listened 2 before and then i wouldnt b in this situation but they say things will be ok so im sure they will be.
*Steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

   hello
well im back in bristol but i broke up with my bf and he went back to london and im all alone again so i guess ull b seeing a lot more of me on here again! not much else 2 say dont really want 2 talk about it ive talked so much already. neways hope everyone on here is ok
guess ill cyaz around
luv yaz!
Aria
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

   Hello
Soz i havent been on 4 so long they found someone to replace me at work while i took sum holiday so i didnt get a proper chance 2 say goodbye. ive moved now its weird bein at my parents house again. wont be on so much but ill try 2 check in every once in a while let u kno how things r. im gunna miss comin on here ive met loadsa new ppl and they all like anime!! woohoo!! neways so i guess this is kinda it for a while so i wish everyone all the best and i hope 2 be back sometime soon!! bye bye everybody bye bye!!
luv Aria xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Friday, September 2, 2005

   Hello!!
Soz havent updated 4 a while not really much 2 say i wont b on nxt week cuz im takin the week off work cuz i need a break and need 2 start packin!! eek!! not fun! o well i hope every1 is ok and havin fun goin back 2 school and stuff i guess thats 1 gd thing bout havin a job! although the long holidays were nice they never seemed 2 last that long! o well cyaz in a week unless they find a replacement and sack me b4 then
cyaz luv Aria xx

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