Saturday, November 6, 2004

Cold things hurt my teeth, and hot things burn my chest.
IM SCREWED
I have a cavity, obviously.
Im dying from it.

I bought HelloKitty boxers today. :]]]
Now I feel like a fat poser.
Mmmhm

Greeen tea. :]]

I dont know what to write.
Im so lazy with this thing.

Oh, my mum and I decided that we need lives.
Haha.

Thats all.

Wait no,
should I join the "hot emo kid guild" on Lj? xDDDDD
Comments (4) | Permalink

Tuesday, November 2, 2004

You cant bring me down
I didnt do my homework =\
I didnt feel good

I got water in my ears and I almost cried about it. I felt like such a little kid. =L

The summer is gone
And so are my tears
Because I have given you
All of my fears

I wrote that in engrish today when we were talking about poems. x]

Chyeah, Im listening to Pillar. HxC to the maxizzle 8)

BAnd tomorrow.

I introduced Cliff to Justin today. So great.

Justin is like the best disease ever. So contagious, yet so much fun. :]

I HOPE STEVE HAS A GOOD DAY AT WORK. Poor emo boy :[

Shizzle yo, Im getting some sweeeeet new stuff for Christmas

Ill post them now and go :]]






Comments (3) | Permalink

Monday, November 1, 2004

Freestyle it on my flute
Paparazzi in the 9th period class. No one saw it coming. :O

Haha, so much fun :]

Let me just say, I LOVE STEVE JOESEPH MILLET. :]
We are emo together and lovin it.
They dont understand us. :[

Halloween was fun.
The party the day before was cool. I met this kid Arron when I hung out with Chris. Arron is cool. Chris said he and I should hang out more. I was like SCORE!

I need to add Chris and Steve to my list above. :3

I miss my bella. :[

I got beat up yesterday. First a dog bit me, then I walked into a van, then I fell into a thorn bush, then i ran into a tree, my arms also hurt from doing puppets, hmmm and . . . . I burned my fingers. :]
That is all.
kthnxbai B:


I want this

Comments (4) | Permalink

Sunday, October 31, 2004

Visits : 1111
Haha look at that.


. . . . .


Update. <3333 :]
Comments (1) | Permalink

Friday, October 29, 2004

The process
I took a picture and edited it

Original


Selective coloring.


Enhanced Contrast


Posterize

Comments (4) | Permalink

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Oh snap. >:[
First fo all Im in school right now, obviously.
These keyboards annoy me. :[[[
They make the font on the screen look all big so its like everyone can read what Im typing.
ARG
Even more annoying, I cant get to Gaia on the schools server. This makes me mad. Today is my first birthday on Gaia. Make me stuff please. <3333
Even if its just a little MS paint thingy, I would adore it. :3
Everyone is like YOU CANT DO THAT! OMGOSH GET OFF THAAT SITE IM LIKE STFU BITCHES >:[
I love Chris, over and out.
Comments (4) | Permalink

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Burning the Coheed and Cambria CD
"Three Evils (Embodied In Love And Shadow)"

Across the floor in the hand of where we drove the drill
a cautious ear to the mouth of your confession
think of all the things we put him through
in the face of his god would he tell the truth?

still recorded were the words that dribbled out his kiss
when eyes go blind in this man of what could once become
sever the limbs off his torso in sleep
and burn what remains so the world may now see
no longer...will we wait for your answers
back to the hell where you've come from
think of all the times you've once had
write them in a letter that says goodbye

you'll listen to reason while you're face down in the dirt
you'll stomach the hurt and break for him here just how much he's worth

slowly discarded were the remains of his lonely youth
among the alley where the dwellers scare to notice
picture a young boy in pieces and streets with leveled malfunctions
no name to be called redeemer
We'll fix him restore him...with the love is no other
think of all the things you did before
write them in a letter that says reborn

you'll listen to reason while you're face down in the dirt
you'll stomach the hurt and break for him here just how much he's worth

following you across the interstate walking away...I'll fire on
following you across the interstate walking away...I'll fire on
following you across the interstate walking away...I'll fire on

on the wrong way out
on the causeway to neverwhere
on the wrong way out
on the causeway to neverwhere
on the wrong way out
on the causeway to neverwhere

dear my friends in the time we've spent forever after beyond this when will our nightmare ever end?
dear my friends in the time we've spent forever after beyond this when will our nightmare ever end?

pull the trigger and the nightmare stops...
pull the trigger and the nightmare stops...
pull the trigger and the nightmare stops...forever you will learn




Comments (3) | Permalink

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Quick update
I'm [not] Okay.
I just jumped off my couch. That was sweet.
Then I jumped over my couch. My stupid hip bone was sticking out too far and hit the ground.
Speaking of bones sticking out too far, my rubs annoy me.

I, Jeph, Love Philippe Bertin.
Ps.
I know your locker combination Philippe. <3333

Oh, Mike hates me. Kthnxbai.
Comments (2) | Permalink

Monday, October 25, 2004

Wings


Comments (4) | Permalink

Sunday, October 24, 2004

That update you did for me..It made me cry. :[
Well, almost. But I did take offense. :[
I love you anyway.

This weekend I went to my g-ma`s pad and crashed there. She got a new puppy. Her name is meadow. She makes my heart melt the way she can't run straight, or figure out what to do next.

I am happy.

We went to the mall too. I bought some sweet yoga pants. Who wouldve thought a medium would fit like an XL? They must make then big like that. :]
I also got some new AE jeans. AE jeans are sweet. I love them, go buy a pair.
BIG NEWS. I bought wings. Yes, wings. They look like this : (SCORE! Relient K has a downloadable song. :] Its cute)

Ps. Thats my favorite picture. EVER. :]

Wow this song is sweet. I'll post the lyrics shortly.
We went to a pumkin thing and I got a candy apple. So cool. My cousin Brenna is finally being nicer to me. Im happy. Yeah and also I love Chris Hoisington. 8) So cool.

Church was fun, Im going back tonight for the kids parade of nations. I loooove this thing so much. The kids dress up in outfits, or rather "costumes", from all over the world. When I was younger I was, Japan, China, Afganistan (SPELLING PLEASE), and Poland or whatev. :]

Im still waiting for you to be the one waiting for.
Which reminds me, I bought a new book by this musician on Purity and remianing in God. Its sweet so far. Its called, Wait for Me.


"More Than Useless"

I feel like
I would like
to be somewhere else
doing something that matters
and I lay here
or I sit here
my mind walks away
and my thoughts are together

Whats the purpose
it feels worthless
so I'm haunted by the lost of my value
I can't find it
not in the least bit
and I'm just scared,
scared that I'll fail you
and sometimes I think
that I'm not any good at all
and sometimes
I wonder why
I'm even here at all
but then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
when I think that I can't do this
you promise me that I'll get through this
and do something right
do something right for once

I'll end the song there. Its long. Check it out on purevolume. Relient k

The end. <333



Comments (4) | Permalink