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Sunday, October 24, 2004


That update you did for me..It made me cry. :[
Well, almost. But I did take offense. :[
I love you anyway.

This weekend I went to my g-ma`s pad and crashed there. She got a new puppy. Her name is meadow. She makes my heart melt the way she can't run straight, or figure out what to do next.

I am happy.

We went to the mall too. I bought some sweet yoga pants. Who wouldve thought a medium would fit like an XL? They must make then big like that. :]
I also got some new AE jeans. AE jeans are sweet. I love them, go buy a pair.
BIG NEWS. I bought wings. Yes, wings. They look like this : (SCORE! Relient K has a downloadable song. :] Its cute)

Ps. Thats my favorite picture. EVER. :]

Wow this song is sweet. I'll post the lyrics shortly.
We went to a pumkin thing and I got a candy apple. So cool. My cousin Brenna is finally being nicer to me. Im happy. Yeah and also I love Chris Hoisington. 8) So cool.

Church was fun, Im going back tonight for the kids parade of nations. I loooove this thing so much. The kids dress up in outfits, or rather "costumes", from all over the world. When I was younger I was, Japan, China, Afganistan (SPELLING PLEASE), and Poland or whatev. :]

Im still waiting for you to be the one waiting for.
Which reminds me, I bought a new book by this musician on Purity and remianing in God. Its sweet so far. Its called, Wait for Me.


"More Than Useless"

I feel like
I would like
to be somewhere else
doing something that matters
and I lay here
or I sit here
my mind walks away
and my thoughts are together

Whats the purpose
it feels worthless
so I'm haunted by the lost of my value
I can't find it
not in the least bit
and I'm just scared,
scared that I'll fail you
and sometimes I think
that I'm not any good at all
and sometimes
I wonder why
I'm even here at all
but then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
when I think that I can't do this
you promise me that I'll get through this
and do something right
do something right for once

I'll end the song there. Its long. Check it out on purevolume. Relient k

The end. <333



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