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Monday, July 9, 2007


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Summer only gets rougher. My cat died on June 29, leaving me utterly alone at home. And my mom says I wont get another pet anytime soon for the sake of we are probably going to have to move. You see, our house has actually dropped in value over the years we've lived here. Unfortunately, We owe more money on the house than it's worth, so we wont be able to pay it anymore. Therefore my parents say there is no point in getting a pet if I dont know whether I can have one at wherever we move to. Also I'm still at a struggle for money. I wouldn't be surprised if my fund shortage caused me to not even go to NDK this year. Then I would be really depressed, considering I already cut my hair to look like the character I am cosplaying. Otherwise, I miss my friends dearly. We can never seem to plan a time to hang out. Not to mention, My parents wont easily let me have a party because it would be a sleepover. The problem with that is my older sister is currently living in our family room which is where I have sleepovers. She wont move into her new house until August. However, I need to group with everyone so we can come up with a way to raise money so that everyone can get to NDK. Unfortuanately, we need the money before august. So I hate to be mad at my sister, but she should have thought of a new place to live far before she moved out of her old one. Everything's just pissing me off. Plus I aways get to look forward to my senior year. That means I have to get my liscense within the next month. And for those who dont know, I'm deathly afraid of driving. My parents say I'm the best of my siblings, but I just hate it. It gets me on edge, and I cant keep gripping the steering wheel so tight. Then with school inching closer I'm afraid. My parents say no matter what I have to graduate this year, which worries me, because what if I'm just that one point too short. It doesn't help that it seems me and my siblings have a pattern. My sister graduated on time, my brother graduated early. So what's left? That's right, to finish the cycle, I'd have to graduate late. I guess in short, this is just a bad time to be me.

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