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Friday, July 24, 2009


Random post of awesomeness!
....yeah, not so much.

Life's been pretty much a roller coaster.
I've been taking this Youth Media class, and it's a lot of fun! I've worked with the people before and love the club (during the school year that is) But I don't have time for it during the school year so I got kinda sad. But then I remembered the summer intensive! And joined :) It's great to be back in the studio recording.

But then, of course, there's the down side.
My sister is about to leave to Finland for a whole YEAR, in about a week. I can't even imagine how it'll be without her.... :(
And then there's my dad... well.. lets just say his drinking problem isn't getting any better.
My brother is full on ignoring him now, my sister is being more stern with him and isn't letting him drink around us. (she even poured out all his alcohol during out last visit) And I've finally told him that I won't come over if he's drunk...no exceptions.
It probably seems like we're ganging up on him, but we're not really meaning to. We just all realize that things aren't going to be the same anymore. My sister is about to leave, and she wants happy memories with her father, not this drunken asshole. My brother is through making excuses for him and has finally given up on him. And I just want to see my dad again. It's really that simple. I fucking hate the man he is when he's drunk. That man is not the father I love. He is a racist, sexist, complete fucking idiot. I will be leaving in a few years too, and I want to see my REAL father more before that happens.

On other random news:
One of my ex's asked me out again, though I seriously don't think I'm going to take him back, I think I should at least give him a chance to redeem himself. (So we're going on a sort of "Practice date")
Another one of my ex's and dear friends is about to move out of state...
I'm meeting some new fun people through youth media project :)
Band camp starts on the third! Yay.

That's all for today.
How are all of you?

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