Birthday • 1993-06-30 Gender •
Female Location • In the sky somwhere Member Since • 2006-11-06 Occupation • no comment Real Name • Willa
Personal
Achievements • Learning from each and every one of my mistakes Anime Fan Since • Since I really got into Naruto. Favorite Anime • Naruto, Fruits Basket, and Nana Goals • Finding and staying with people who love me for me. Hobbies • singing, playing the flute and Saxophone, and writing. Talents • Singing, playing flute/Saxophone, writing, and talking things out.
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"Spread your broken wings and fly"
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
16th birthday~
Hello all! Guess what?
Today is my 16th birthday. ^_^
Sorry
ha ha ha. I really haven't been posting much here anymore, huh? Sorry about that. I just don't really have much to talk about. :P
I'm spending most of my time either at my house or with friends. I'm making an effort to see everyone more this summer, instead of staying at home all the time doing nothing like I always have before.
Anyways, i don't remember if I mentioned this or not, but after only one year on the Tenor Saxophone, I've been appointed as Co-Section leader of the Reed family in band. Woot, woot!
Some bad things have been happening too, but of course that's normal. I don't see a point in talking about it though :P Sense that won't help the situation.
Um, oh yeah! I got a new phone ^_^
And my sister is going to be going to Finland to study abroad in a few months.
My brother is thinking about switching colleges to one that's farther away soon too, and of course my other sister is married and living her life :)
So pretty soon it's just going to be me and my mom... crazy...
Anyways, I've realized recently that things won't always be the way that they are now. So I should just enjoy everything as much as I can now, before everything changes.
For the few (if any) people who read this,
How are you?
Bohemain Rhapsody
This is the SFHS choir singing Bohemain Rhapsody.
It's an awesome song that was tons of fun to sing :) this was at our Spring Concert.
Filming credits go to Twili-chan. ^_^
Blood Stained Dove
No, I'm not depressed. I'm actually pretty happy right now. I wrote this poem last night after a very stressful day. Still, it's my latest poem.
You like?
Blood Stained Dove
Why is it that life is a constant struggle?
You're always fighting for something. Fighting for your right to live, to be happy, to love.
Fighting to achieve your goals, and sore like a dove.
Only that dove is stained with blood, the blood of those you conquered to get this far.
Why is it that smiles never replace tears,
Why is it that courage never out smarts fears?
And, honestly, what is it that we've been fighting for all these years?
A reminder to breath lingers in my ears,
But it does not out scream my falling tears.
What do you do when you can not rise without another falling?
What do you do when time seems to come closer and closer.
Squeezing the life out of you as it waltzes foreword.
Never looking back.
Until finally it reaches you,
And steals your last breath.
But what do those left behind do?
Will time give an antidote to the poison it exhales?
Or will we be left to dwell here,
Near this hallow shell,
Of the person we knew so well.
10th grade.
Well, seeing as I only have about 7 days of school left, i thought I would write a little bit about my second year in high school.
Some of the good things that happened were:
1) I got the Simon Scholarship.
2) I was awarded "The most Outstanding Accompanist" at the Choir competition.
3) I don't think I had anything lower than a "C" all year, and the few times I had "C"s it was only for a little while.
4) I learned more about myself and have gotten stronger.
5) I was in a cool club and learned about media
6) I finally woke up. (this makes sense to me)
Some of the bad things that happened were:
1) I had hit my lowest point so far, had seriously considered suicide over a few months in 10th grade.
2) I lost a lot of friends.
3) My dad's health just seems to keep getting worse.
4) My closest friends had either attempted or thought of suicide.
5) A lot of things changed, most leaving me feeling alone.
Anyways, these are just the things I can think of off the top of my head. I'm sure there are more good and bad things. But yeah.
That's all for today.
bye-bee
