Tuesday, December 2, 2008

   Mooooo
So today I had to get shots >.<
I had to get three shots and take this flu mist thing.
My arms are sooooo sore.
Ow T_T

ha ha ha,
I find it amusing how much a good nights sleep changes my moods.
Yesterday was crap,
and today was like 10 times better.
lol,
Last night I went home early (instead of staying till 7pm with youth media project, I went home at 6:30) And I was planning to do some homework.
But I just got online, posted on myotaku and then put on some music.
But I fell asleep while listening to music xD

So I came into school today and had to do two tests without studying for either.
It's funny because on one of the tests we graded part of it during class and I got an A on it.
xD I, who didn't study, did better than my friend, who did study.
It's sort of screwed up but it's so amusing to me!
I think she did better on the other test though :P
(I have both classes with her, so we both took the tests)

You know what was weird?
When I was getting one of the shots I could feel the vaccine going into my arm.
it was funny, the nurse who was doing it was saying
"This one will hurt less... *gives it to me and sees my expression* ...Except the vaccine part."

I feel like a little kid though because the band-aids they gave me all have "Say Boo to the Flu!" written on them. And they gave me a sticker that had a monkey on it that said something like "I got the flu mist" on it.
But I have a thing about monkeys,
so I tore off the little speech bubble and stuck the monkey on my binder :3
Damn that reminds me.
I have a project due tomorrow :(
Don't Procrastinate!
lol

I'm thinking of adding a sort of "section" to my daily posts (like my pic of the day and questions) but it would be "interesting fact of the day"
^_^
I'll try it out for today and if I like it I'll keep doing them.

That's it for today :P
Bye-Bee~

-Interesting fact of the day-
In the song "Get over it" by Avril Lavigne, one of the lines is "It's badder than it sounds, believe me." maybe I'm wrong, but last time I checked, "Badder" wasn't a real word. How did that get past everyone and put into a song?


-Questions
1) Do you believe in things like horoscopes?
2) Something you found amusing today?
3) What did you do after school?
-My Answers
1) Sometimes. I only look at it at the end of the day just because then I see if it was creepily accurate, rather than reading it in the morning and subconsciously making it come true.
2) my stupidity. xD I did a LOT of stupid stuff today. lol (for example I was drinking a small soda- like kids meal size- from McD's and I wanted to blow into it and make bubbles, you know? but the cup was so small/full that it spilled and went down my shirt. I couldn't stop laughing!)
3) I went to McD's with some of my school friends and hung out with them xP

-Pic of the Day-

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Monday, December 1, 2008

You know? I think that there should be a law againsit me getting less than 5 hours of sleep.
So today sucked.

I got at most an hour of sleep last night,
but I ended up going to school anyways because today was the last meeting with youth media club before our radio show on Wednesday (of which I'll be co-hosting)

All day I've been doing the stupidest things,
and it's taken longer for me to register things.

I've also been extremely grumpy/ depressed.

For example in geometry I was sitting there playing with my compass when it registered that there was a very sharp pointy thing on it.
So I began to poke my finger with it.
Then I started to carve into my binder xD


Arg!
Right now I'm embarrassed and annoyed >//<
I did some really, really stupid things that I hope didn't hurt anyone. I kinda want to say sorry, but that would be sort of weird.
I'll say sorry about one thing though,
Sorry Sammypanda,
I did not expect to see you today so when I did I was kinda shocked,
hence the reason I didn't say anything.
It also took me a second. I knew it was you, but it took a while to click.
sorry
x3
Now that I think about it,
there was something wrong with your car or something right?
What happened?

-different topic-

another extremely stupid thing that happened today was that the girl I talked about in my last post (that is now deleted, but basically the girl flirts with me a lot but I don't like her that way) was holding my hand today. It was stupid of me because I know it sent the wrong message.
I was really grateful when I had an excuse to let go of her hand, and then I didn't let her hold my hand again.
Funny cause I was actually planning to tell her today that I didn't want to give others the idea we were dating again. but I think she kinda understood that after today.
xD

meeeeeh
I knew I should have stayed home today -_-


-Too tired to think up questions-

-Pic of the day-

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Sunday, November 30, 2008

doing better...
So last night I was really, really depressed...
i wrote a post but once I got a comment I deleted the post.

I'm still not "happy"
Even after I slept for 12 hours.
It's just...
Why is it that when I need someone the most,
no body helps me.

It's like I'm a princess about to be eaten by a dragon,
but no prince on a white horse comes to my rescue.

I just have to fight for myself... I know that.
But isn't that lonely?

I want to get out still,
so I'm actually grateful that there is school tomorrow.
Maybe seeing my school friends will help...

I didn't want to get up this morning because i didn't want to face my responsibilities...
I have so much homework and I still need to get a job.

I guess that's it.

-No questions today-


-Pic of the day-

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Saturday, November 29, 2008

Just another day....
so today my sister, her friend, and I went to the library to do our homework and study.
I found it slightly amusing how little I did in 2 hours. I was distracted!
I was trying to read this book for an english report but I kept daydreaming and thinking about other things. And then I couldn't do like half of my other work without a computer/ internet access.

And then Twili-chan called me and told me that she was back in town and that Perit-kun and Sammipanda were at her house.
i was like I wanna go~
But neither my mom nor Twili-chan's would let me :(


And then after that we picked up my dad and all went to dinner together.
you all know how I've been sick recently,
going out to eat did not help.
After I had a few bites my stomach hurt, and I got really nauseous. It got so bad that I couldn't even look at food, so my sister gave me her keys and I laid down in her car and waited for everyone to finish eating.

After my family was done eating I found out that apparently I missed a very interesting and funny conversation about pot. lol

I'm really proud of myself.
As we were driving home the song "Fall for you" by Secondhand Serenade started playing on the radio. And I was able to not only listen to it without my mood being affected, but I also was able to sing it again. It may be something small,
but I'm proud of myself because of it.
(background story: When Reba and I were dating for real- like me sleeping over at her house and us falling asleep in each other's arms and stuff- "fall for you" had become our song because on our first date I sang it to her. After we broke up I would get depressed listening to it and it didn't feel right singing it. But I was able to sing it tonight!)

Anyways, that's all that really happened to me today :P
Bye-Bee~

P.S. SammyPanda, if you only answer the questions and not comment on the actual post again I'm going to go "gir" at you! Comment on the actual post~

-Questions
1) What homework do you have?
2) What is one of your all time worst fears?
3) What's one thing you couldn't live a day without?
-My Answers
1) I have to do a few projects/ essays, read a book, and do a lab report.
2) Insane Asylums...
3) Chap Stick. lol

-Pic of the day-




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Friday, November 28, 2008

Well that was short lived.
My good mood from yesterday has vanished :(
I stayed up till 5am last night and woke up at 4pm today xD

...You know?
Today is one of those days that I actually miss Jenna. Don't get me wrong, she's a bitch.
But I miss how we could just make out with each other and neither expected anything to come from it. How we would both just have fun.
On days like today I could have just walked right up to her, pulled her into another room, and make out with her. No questions asked.
But she's off at college now xP

Anyways,
I feel like shit today.
I want to get out.
Damn it, Twili-chan why do you have to be on a trip~
Arg.

My friend Jenya had moved away in the summer,
and she's in town visiting till Saturday.
So I'm trying to hang out with her...
But she keeps blowing me off or ignoring my texts.

Ugggggh

it's already getting dark...

What a weird day.
I woke up an hour ago and it's already dark.
I hate this.
I feel so unneeded...

RAWR


-Questions
1) Why did you get your first job?
2) What have you been doing during break?
3) Is there anything else you should be doing? right now?
-My Answers
1) Haven't yet...
2) Just hanging out with siblings
3) Yeah. I have tons of homework due monday...

-Pic of the day-


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