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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

confused
I'm tired...
Tired of lying to myself, and tired of being sad.

I don't know what I want anymore,
because everything I've wanted has been taken from me. I don't think I'm doing the right things, but I don't know what the "right things" are anymore.
Whenever I follow my heart and do things that I want to do, I get hurt. I'm confused as to why I even try, or why I don't try. I'm confused as to why I'm mean to certain people, but not others. And why it's easier to forgive some and not others. I'm confused as to why my life is so dull, but then once I begin to branch out I get scared and pull back.
I'm confused as to why my luck is and has always been so bad. I'm confused as to why I always feel alone both when I'm surrounded by people and when I'm in an empty room. I'm confused as to why some people affect me more than others.
I'm confused how people can claim they're civilized when they harm others.
I'm confused as to why I have no time,
and am always bored.


I'm confused as to why I'm always confused...
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