Birthday • 1988-06-03 Gender •
Male Location • On the front lines in the battle for honor, purity, and women's rights. Member Since • 2005-11-22 Occupation • Car Detailer by day, Warrior by night. Real Name • Joshua. Also known as Angelus, Venom, VeNoMtheMighty, Van Helsing.
Personal
Achievements • Working my way through college, aiming for a degree in psychology. I've become quite a good writer over the years, and hope to publish my works soon. Anime Fan Since • Probably about 10 years old - Digimon was the first anime I truely loved. Favorite Anime • Ergo Proxy, Black Lagoon, Ghost in the Shell, Hellsing, Burst Angel, and Neon Genesis Evangelion. My favorite Manga is Bleach. Goals • To become a novelist, and find love. Hobbies • Writing, drawing, reading, video games. Talents • Writing, drawing, physical strength. A great work ethic.
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Well...
Hello my friends.
*sigh* My life is falling apart. I asked a girl out, she said no. That I could deal with. This girl is my roommate's (Kostik's) ex-girlfriend. He became furious when he heard I'd been in contact with her. We got into a fight. I packed up and left, not wanting to put up with the bullshit. Now, I have two options: my mother told me I can live with her and my father. My father told me I should go back and live with my roommates. My sister doesn't have room at her place, so that's not even an option.
I feel like I have no where to go. I'm almost 100% certain Kostik and I will never be friends again. So be it.
God, I wish I'd never laid eyes on that angel...
These words ring so true to me...
You shine darker than night. You are older than light. You are invisible. (You) have no hull, no face.
And you have been hiding gauntly since the beginning of time: black sun.
You penetrated and numb the mind. You illuminate my mind. You tempt and you steal. You are cold and glow died long ago.
And you have warmed me mentally since the beginning of time: black sun.
You appear in my dream. You caress my black heart. You contribute to the light of the life tree. You free me from pain.
And you have actually been frightening me for all of time: black sun.
You fly faster than light. You are over everything at the same time. You are not mother or father and not the Kingdom of Heaven.
But without you i am nothing for all of time: black sunn.
I burn without end. Demons spare me. Racing, I fear the eye. I freeze, my heart turns to stone. My life is broken. Thrown away and lost.
Ever desirous to follow the smell of blood wildly in the course of Hell. Ever desirous to follow the smell of blood is Cerberus.
The carnivore, the Cerberus, are kept there in the underworld. They burn with hunger for man-flesh.
