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Wednesday, July 12, 2006


*hugs* Thanks for the comments!! That's the first day in a while that it was in the double-digits (amountwise). Thanks for all your help with trying to scare away my bad dreams! I hope it works...cause last night I didn't have very good dreams either. *sigh* I don't think there was any yelling though, but they weren't good. I want my good anime/game dreams!! With all my bishie loves in them! >< Come back good dreams! I think it's from the sleeping pills...I haven't had a good night's sleep without them for a while now. *sigh* I'm sleep deprived! I hate to say it, but I think I'm relying on the pills too much now...it's just that my mind keeps going and I have trouble breathing (through my nose, allergies, you know). Before I know it it's past 2 and I'm not asleep...I don't want to lay there struggling anymore, so I just take a part of a sleeping pill (not even a whole one). *sigh* I don't know what to do! Is my reading before bed-time too stimulating for my mind? I hope not!

Yesterday, like teh day before, was a good day with my bro. He seemed sorta in a crabby mood for some of the day, but not all! He was in a fun mood for the rest of it. We were having fun playing this motorcycle racing game (for the ps2, MotoGP or something)...we don't really race for real anymore. We just have fun with who can crash the most and take out the other racers. *laugh* It's hillarious! So, yeah, he works later today, so I can visit sites later! I actually got to visit a lot of people yesterday. ^^ But I see that lots more updated yesterday as well...probably at later times. ^^; Sorry if I missed you!!

About that huge house that we might move into if we get it....well, my dad said that his offer wasn't high enough, but the sellers said that we could buy it for a price that's just a bit higher. I guess that's good..but I really don't know. No one knows what to do. *sigh* It certainly was an amazing house, but we all love this house...it's just that we can't have my mom suffering much longer here (if you're a new friend and don't know what this is about...well, you'll have to go deep into the archives to find out ^^; sorry, i don't feel like going through it again). I can't imagine that other house as my/our house...it just doesn't seem like it. I just don't know what to do!! *sob* This is the worst summer ever!!!!!! ><

My horoscope said today:An unusual situation at home could require your attention now. Or perhaps something stimulates a difficult childhood memory. Either way, you are being called on to overcome your negativity. You won't have to get sidetracked by your own insecurity if you recognize that your power will continue to increase over the next few days. I think that the "unusual situation" is this whole moving and what to do crap...and of course, "difficult childhood memory" is my whole memory of living here...does it mean that I should overcome my negativity of moving and go at it with a positive mood? I don't know...maybe.

Welll, I suppose I'd better end this here now. *hugs* Thanks again for commenting and reading my posts. I appreciate all of you!! Today's a super hot and humid day again, so I hope I can stay cool...if it is where you are as well, try to have a cool day, too!! ^^

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