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• my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Monday, June 19, 2006
depressing father's day
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Why, thank ya kindly for your sweet compliments about my grades!! ^^ Teehee, it just made me so happy! I'm sorry if it sounded like I was bragging though. If it did, I'm really sorry. I didn't want it to come out that way. *bows* I'm just good at memorizing stuff. ^^; I study the night before and that's it. I have a good short-term memory...and long term...^^; So I just have a good memory!! If I listen in class then I remember most of what's said...I'm sure you guys can get great grades, too! *nods* Oh, and about my bg, yeah, the new one is only under my guestbook not my main site.
Today...my brother doesn't work...same with tomorrow. So I'm really sorry I won't be able to comment/visit sites. *sigh* I did with those that already updated (11:27am on the east coast). And...more bad news...he definitely wants to quit for good this time. It's that horrible. So it won't be good for me...but I suppose if it's that bad then he should quit. He has to do this heavy lifting and he's hurt himself. He complains so much everyday about it.
*sigh* Yesterday was a day fraught with depression and self-centeredness encompassing the males in my family (my dad and 2 older brothers, yes I have 2...it's just that I only talk about Corey, the younger of the 2). My oldest brother, Derek, was a grump all day...thinking about his job because today's his first real day at the company. He didn't really acknowledge my dad despite it being father's day. Corey was at work most of teh day, and then when he came home he was self-absorbed in all of his problems...how horrible he feels, how he hates the job, how he's been through so much pain in the past few years (this needs explaining, yes, but not now...). So he could care less about father's day especially since dad was lecturing him about how he shouldn't quit till he finds another job. So all of the uncaringness towards my dad made him upset.
Another thing with my bro Corey is that a guy from his graduating class came in and told him that this girl he knew from school died in an accident...it's sad. He is depressed. He doesn't like to show it (but he sure wants sympathy), but he's depressed. He needs to cry, but he thinks that makes him weak...the last time he cried was when our/his bird died years ago. He always wants sympathy...but whenever you try to talk to him or help him, he just makes it into a comparison of problems, an argument, or just ignores...so I don't know what to do. I'm sorry for saying bad things about him before...yesterday really made me think. Sure he's annoying and perverted, but...he's my brother. Well, one of my brothers.
Ok, I'm sorry for giving you a depressing look into my family matters...I'm sure my mom would be upset seeing me giving out all this personal info, but I feel like I should. I wanted to get this out...and maybe you guys can help. Well, I'm sorry for not being able to visit again...and I hope you all have a good day today.
P.S. If you have a gaia account...my username is Iila. I just entered the avi arena contest for this week so please vote if you want! ^^ Cruel people have voted so far...
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