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• 2006-02-14
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• Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student
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• Kelsey
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• getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
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• my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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• Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
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• to find my purpose in life
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
Complaints and a poem
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Gao...well, thanks for the comments yesterday. No offense, but apparently those who commented on my second post mainly just read the first sentence. ^^; "Oh, good, she's not depressed anymore!" but then completely ignored the rest of it where I'm utterly self-depricating (putting myself down for being stupid and whatnot). *sigh* It's ok though, thanks for caring everyone! *hugs* My fanart is up, so please check it! Votes and comments greatly appreciated! They didn't put the wallpaper up yet though...^^; For some reason, I think that MO has something against my wallpapers. They never approve them right away, if at all. There's no reason why they shouldn't be approved! Especially the Utena one I did last night cause the image in it is drawn by me!! >< Gao...
So many projects...not fun...I did one part of my history last night by doing the chart, but I still have to write the essay...and there's still the book report and biology stuff. *sigh* Sure I have tomorrow off, but my bro isn't working so I won't have time alone to have fun on the comp and then do my homework...he's just so stupidly controlling! I hate it! And for some reason, he doesn't have to work tuesday either, so I probably won't be online much if at all then. Sorry ahead of time...and you know what? He QUIT! Yesterday he quit his job...for God's sake, he's been working there for maybe 3 weeks! That's it! >< So he still has to work for 2 more weeks there, but still, he quit...ugh, I hope he finds another job soon.
Now, a poem I was thinking of this morning or last night or something...just decided to write it here...
I'm crying inside.
I don't want to show the pain I hide.
It's there for all to see,
if you can see inside my heart.
A forced smile across my lips
attemps to conceal the truth.
Is this expression happiness,
or is it the pain of youth?
Tears flowing constantly
in the shape of a smile.
Its falseness there for all to see
because all the while--
I'm crying inside.
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