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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
selfish sacrifice and failure
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Thanks sooooo much, you guys, for everything you've said regarding my last posts. *hugs to everyone*
I guess I just get freaked out when one of my friends says stuff like, "I hate my life. I want to die." etc. I've had so many friends like that...some who have attempted suicide several times, some who haven't, and some that actually did commit...it's a very difficult thing, you know, everything involving this subject. It's a very sad thing to see people my age and younger saying that they want to end their lives...I mean, I've had feelings like that several times, but not to the point where I'd actually want to kill myself. I'm afraid of dying. It's not something I want to do...especially so early in life. I apologize to those who might take offense, but I believe that suicide is a selfish act. Those that feel that they have the worst life in the world are only thinking about themselves...and they think that no one would care if they died, but of course that's not true. They don't think about others that are in worse situations in life, but then again...how can you when you're surrounded by such darkness? When your mind is so clouded with thoughts and feelings that corrupt it? So I can understand those that feel that way...but death is not the answer. I think that life, no matter how hard, is still better than death.
Ok...sorry you guys for being all depressing and writing a whole essay on suicide, but I just had to get this off my chest. I've felt that I've failed some of my friends who have gone through those helpless feelings...so I want to help as much as possible.
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