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Tuesday, January 20, 2009


warning...hahahaa...I gots me some ranting to do!
Hey hey people! My dears! I love you guys~~ Thank you sooooo much for the comments. You know I really appreciate them. :3 It looks like a got a lot, but shizuka replied several times [welcome back again, girl!!! SO NICE TO SEE YOU after a year...lol], and I got some other double/triple posts. *laugh* Which is ok. Some of you commented again just to apologize for that. XD It happens a lot, so don't worry!! Thank you all for watching those vids of my fish and whatnot!! Yes, they're cute, pretty, and also can be aggressive. In the big tank's vid, it looked really empty, but we got some more plants, and now it's a lot prettier. :3 I haven't taken a new vid yet though. Welcome back Cesteel, shizuka, chibi, KD, and everyone else!! ^_^ I have the best friends ever here. XD

I need you guys to keep my sanity...or at least to cheer me up! Something!!! I HATE ACCOUNTING!!!!!!!!! ATPIOHAGOPRIH 09473589U5T6PG....ADOFIJA . Sorry, I had to spaz on the keyboard for a bit. I would totally do that for a lot longer...I'm just so frustrated. I take back what I said before...about taking back that I hate my teacher and class. I do. I DO. It's horrible. I have never struggled to understand something like this before...ok, maybe geometry back in 9th grade or chem in 10th, but that's it! This is the hardest class EVER...why can't I understand it?? I'm a 4.00 student! I get straight A's...but accounting is going to screw me over. My prof fails to explain things in a manner that helps me understand...she fails to explain ANYTHING. She doesn't teach!!!! I know I shouldn't "judge" it after only having 3 classes, but it's enough for me to go crazy. We had our first chapter's homework due today, so I did it last night. God have mercy on my soul...it was HELL. I spent over 3 hours on it. ;____; And I didn't get it. I had my dad help me for 2 hours, and he's a business man...he knows this number stuff [balance sheets, income statements, etc.], and even he had a hard time...

And bless him for he spent those 2 hours with me, while he was really tired and wanted to sleep. >< He looked HORRIBLE when we "finished." My poor dad...he doesn't get any sleep so he ends up going to bed sometimes around 8pm, but I kept him up until almost 10, so he was about to die while helping me. ^^; And we still didn't get the answers right. *sigh* Oh, and I handwrote it all. We were supposed to do it in Excel, in spreadsheets. I didn't know how to use it, so I didn't. I told my teacher about that, but whatever. She probably still won't give me full credit. Though she said she will for effort, not correctness...well, if 3 hours working is effort, then freaking give me full credit. Who cares if it's in pencil??? *sigh* >)))< I'm just so...frustrated with this...already! None of my friends get it, but it seems like the rest of the class already knows all this stuff! It's just flying by my head...nothing is making sense. I'm not used to not understanding. *perfectionist*

Ugh...so yeah...I had to do that rant first since I just had that class. It's fresh in my mind. Like I can't think of anything that happened last night other than accounting homework. I wasn't cognitive of anything. ARGH. I WANT TO CRY. I will TRY to get help from my prof, but I doubt she will.She says to go to the tutoring center, but I don't wanna. It makes me feel even worse about myself when I do. ~__~;; Like I said, I end up crying...when I'm frustrated about things like this. *sigh*

Um...well, on to other stuff...after acct, I had chemistry. I was bored out of my skull. Oh well. At least I wasn't confused--just bored. My prof talks in monotone. He is...SO enthusiastic. -__-' Like...wow...talking about ions, balancing equations, elements...is fun enough, but then with him talking in monotone? Classic. [if you can't tell, that's all sarcasm] And now I'm here in the library...waiting for my chem lab. At least that's usually interesting since we do LABS!! And actually DO STUFF. And our instructor, Nadia, is awesome. :D She's so laid back and cool. XD I wish all my teachers were like her...

If you haven't noticed, I finally got my wallpaper to submit! Well, I didn't...adam did. He was helping me, replying to my PM's, asking me stuff, etc. and then he got it to work!!! ^^ So now if you haven't, you can look at my recent wallpaper. :3 It's actually over a week old, but it didn't work till yesterday. XD


Oh, I barely visited anyone yesterday. So I'm sorry. I didn't have any time...that homework...took it all out of me. I didn't have any fun. Tonight I have to do some drawings for art, and do something for fashion...so don't count on A LOT of comments. I'm sorry again for not being around as much. School is torture. Tomorrow I have that art class...which I'm not looking forward to. Being with my creepy art teacher until 5pm??? NO THANKS. *sigh* And with no snacks? I'm going to die. And then I'll have studying to do when I get home...it'll be late...so probably not commenting tomorrow either. I'm sorry! >< I may have fridays off, but that means squat. These 4 days are packed full of hell. I don't usually complain about school all that much...but yeah, I just had to rant today!!! Ummmmmmmmm....in OTHER news, today's inauguration day for Barack Obama! Woooot!! New president! :D I didn't get to watch any of it though...stupid classes. I think some of you had off today? Did you watch it? Do you care? Do you not? XD I could hear it from the classroom next to us in chem--very loud.

And now...in other other news, fish!!! Ok, so we got this new smaller tank on the weekend. On saturday, I think. We went to this pet store, where like...all of the fish were dead. ^^;;; But they had cute bunnies!!! XD We got the tank there since it was on sale, and now we have it set up. It's going to be for the new discus when they arrive (yes, through the mail again...) so that they don't contaminate the big tank. They'll be in there for a while to make sure they're not sick...but for now, the little tank is a "prison." *laugh* You know Knuble and Bossman? And the Ram? I mentioned that they're really agressive and chasing the other fish...so we put Rammy and Bossman in prison for now. XD They're scared straight!! Hahaha...but Knuble is still in the big tank, being a jerk, but not as much as when the others were in there, too. :3 It gives George and Lupul some breathing room! Todd isn't affected...no one bothers him. XD He's the shuper star, sparkle, yup he is. <33 My dad even wants to get rid of Rammy and Bossman...sell them or trade them...but I don't want to. :( They may be mean and bossy, but we raised them...I would still miss them...

Alright, I'll stop now. I need to eat lunch before lab. *sigh* I'm sorry for this long rant-filled post!!!!! I'm SORRY!! D: But thank you all a ton if you made it through safely...oh, safely? I just remembered we got lots of snow yesterday. XD It was sooooooooooo pretty!!!! Ok, now I'm done. Thanks and take care, my dears! *hopes I can stay sane*

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