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• 2004-05-17
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• Bum... or something
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• Ant
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• No great ones, so sad...
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• As long as I can remember
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• Gundam Wing, .Hack//Sign, Neon Genesis Evangeleon, FLCL, and many more... I gave up on counting them it gave me a headache...
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• I hope to someday make a movie with anime like qualities, except for real people
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• Drawing, Anime, Video Games, Writing.
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• Writing, I can make people laugh with out trying, It's a gift.
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
A mystery...
Well I was looking around the site and I checked Ant's old message thingies well he seemed very depresed lately I didn't know that he was like that at all guess it goes to show you. Well it kinda makes sence why he left now, he told me that certain people that he came here to get away from had actually joined myotaku
I was all like "No way man, dont let people like that interfere with your life"
but he was all "nah, kid, I just dont want to deal with them (those poeple) anymore"
and I said "what about your friends?"
and then I mentioned one of you people (can't remember which) and he was like "yeah i'll miss them, but thats why I want someone to take care of the site for me" and I was like "well, if you say so, but I think youre giving *blank* too much control"
and he said "maybe"
and now I'm here! But still it makes me wonder, why he never told us out here about how he felt kinda stings you know? You get to know a person, at least you think you do, but then you learn it was all an act. Well I guess I can't blame him, no one can really know a nother 100%, but I still feel bad that he didnt trust me enough to tell me these things
On a happier mood, I've made some new friends!!!! Poo62, Kougajilover, and Nightshade (amongst others) I talked to them on MSN theyre really cool!!! And as for my life recently: well last night I called Chris and I think I hurt his feelings, I called him femmy! I didnt mean anything by it, only that he sounded femmy sometimes, but I think I struck a nerve, he got really down and started to put himself down and then he went to sleep *sigh* I felt like shit all night long I even dreamed about it! (no nasty dreams just depression) I dont know what to do except apologize and try to raise his spirits this proves my next point:
From he who never knows best (I told you I didnt, poor Chris)
AleXavier (2)
P.S. Ant told me to use a signature thingy so I use that one, what do you guys think?
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