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Saturday, May 14, 2005


   Wahzap?!
Don't ask about the subject.

Well, today, was pretty good! Besides from me sleeping all day needlessly, and being grumpy before that, when I was waken up many times. XD

Went to crossroads! Megan didn't show up, but...we might do something tomorrow!(Technically today..) She went to her friends to spend the night.

Also met this other girl named Mary, and evidently she thinks I'm cute and wants to go out with me. o.o She wasn't bad looking, but not great either. But it doesn't really matter. I kinda wanna see if Megan and I hit it off before I make some kinda decision.

We talked a bit though, we have some common interest, reading, and some music. We didn't talk for TOO long, but it was enjoyable!

All in all, today was pretty damn good!

Take care everybody!~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005


   ...Meh...
Well, today was alright...I woke up late, at like..6:00 PM... V.V I got two new pairs of shoes from my uncle who sent them with my Grandparents...though I missed there arrival and visit...oh well.

Today was alright, spent most of it reading...

Question: When you have nothing at all but the future to live for, what do you do in the present?

Thats a question that I've been pondering lately...

Take care everyone.

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005


   ...
Hey everyone...this post will probably be short.

Talked to Megan today, and as well had my sister Amanda talk to her,she doesn't like me...she thinks I'm nice...but she 'doesn't really know me' I believe she said...which is kinda true, ya know...we ain't known eachother long and she hasn't met me yet. But..I think shes going to meet me at Crossroads friday. I'm already apprehensive...::Sighs::

Well, that and I'm lonely right now..nice...

Grandparents come tomorrow,yay.

Take care all~~~

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Monday, May 9, 2005


   Meow? ...O.o...o.O....o.o...
::Pokes everyone.:: Hah! :-p

Well,lets see, yesterday, I went outside! ::Gasp:: o.o!! Yes. Hah. Well, I scored two touch downs, one of them being the first. ^.^ I'm proud about that. Even though there was only a few decent players on each team, still. :p

Hung out with Aaron yesterday, and just hung out. Went downtown for a while, and went to 'the lot' Yes, a parkinglot where people hang out. Is that strange? Maybe. Lol, not much to do in this pathetic town...ah well, whatever works eh :-p

Today I'm going back over to his house at 5:00 PM, since he has a club meeting. O.o So, yeah.

I gotta clean the porch! Gr! >
My grandparents are coming over tomorrow. Woopie. They're alright, but...meh, they come around like, a few times a year, and they only live a hour or two away. Pfft. ::Shrugs::

Megan and I have been talking still of course, since we first talked on Saturday, I think it was...I think I'm beginning to like her, even though I haven't met her in person...::Shrugs:: Though, she does live in my area...so...who knows.

Hope everyone has a good day! Take care~~~

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Sunday, May 8, 2005


   Hell. Yeah.
Hi everyone!


Welllllll let me start off by saying, yesterday/today/ Was fucking SWEET! I haven't had such a good day in a while!

Well, it isn't really that something major happened or anything. Mostly that, well, for the most part, nothing major happened! XD

Exeeeept..this girl IMed me, that found my AIM screen name from My Myspace.com profile, and she lives around me! We had a pretty good conversation, and we had fun talking. She said I was cute ^.^ But I think thats only because she didn't see a full body picture..Ugh, I gotta loose this weight. I'm self concious about it, and insecure...I'm willing to bet money that once she seems my torse she won't think I'm cute..probably not...::Sigh:: Oh well. Worse because, shes pretty damn good looking.

All in all, it was a good day. A little insecure and a bit paranoid about it, but..all in all good. I hope I can meet her eventually and learn more about her...

Well, thats the end of this post. 'Night everyone!

Take care!~~~

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Saturday, May 7, 2005


   Hey everyone.
BOO! Hey all, scared ya didn't I? :-p

Well yesterday, was pre-tty damn good!

Went to crossroads, talked with Ryan, and bonitaq, and Arial a bit. And with a couple of the people that help run it, Kevin and Taylor, there pretty good guys.

Its strange, ya know? To see people going around, hugging eachother all the time. Well, it isn't strange..just not used to it. Like, zack was all hugging on Kathy, and..I'm just like...::Raises eyebrow::...There just friends too, I mean, hell..I've never had a friend like that, am I jealous? Envious? Bloody hell, I don't know.
Doesn't matter, though.


All in all, life is good :-p For the moment.

Take care all~~~

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Thursday, May 5, 2005


Wow.
Wow, indeed...Today was...O.O worthy. XD

Lets see, where to begin? Well, I got up at about..10 'o clock, which..is pretty early for me, and just..chilled online for, erm, well all day, but many things happened.

First, someone christa (A friend of mines)knows got into trouble and hes in jail for something utterly ridiuclous, for two weeks! He was joking online about bombing the school, and people he doesn't like printed it out and showed the principle, needless to say, thats why hes there. It was something completely idle, and he got thrown in jail for it. I feel bad for his girlfriend...

Then, one of my best friends steve got into a little...something or another. It ended up just being bs, -_-. But in the meanwhile I just tried helpin' him as best I could...poor guy, he goes through way too much with that girl. -slight sigh-


My friend shay told me she feels like she can say anything to me, thats pretty cool I guess o.o I like having people feeling comfortable with me! So something good happened today...That, and I got to watch Are We There Yet with Amanda, it was a really good movie! ^_^

Oh! Mwhahaha! I'm up to chapter 44 in Ichigo, yay! I finally got up to how far it is so far.Mwhaha...A-a-n-n-d-d-d...I'm back to read fanfiction, ah well! It ain't bad, so, I'm not complaining...too much.

All in all, it was an interesting day. ^-^


Take care everyone~~~

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Wednesday, May 4, 2005


Heya.
Hey guys, sorry I didn't post earlier today.

Yesterday was pretty good...met a few people online, one of 'em is really cool. ^^ We talked for quite a while about music, and singing, and yeah, misc shit. It was fun nevertheless.

Amanda and I watched Napoleon Dynamite, she liked it. ^^ We we're watching hitch,but she fell asleep and I made her go to bed...My shoulder isn't the most comfortable thing ever. Lol.

I'm glad, because her and I's relatonship is getting better. I'm happy about that...

I remember, her and I used to talk all the time, and we used to play alot when we where younger. We where really really close. I miss that...It hasn't been like that in so long, but I hope it can be again...She knows that I want it to be like that...hell I wrote a kick-ass poem about it. O.o I think it may be her age though, I remember when I was 14, I was an extremly angsty, angry guy...and I wanted to be alone ALOT...I'm hoping it is.

In any case, all is pretty well...no luck on the girlfriend thing really, but I'm not so worked up about it now...I think.

Take care everyone. Later! ^^

EDIT: My bad, you all have no idea who Amanda is, shes my sister.

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Tuesday, May 3, 2005


No emoticon today...'cause I have no idea.
Boo.

Well yesterday wasn't too bad, thankfully.

I met a few new people online, that seem pretty cool...

I think I'm gonna go to Crossroads on Saturday, its a christian hangout, basically, and while I'm not christian, I go once in a blue moon. My sister said everyone misses me, and hell, who can blame them? Kidding...but, in any case, she said theres a few girls I might be interesting in. Who knows? Maybe I'll find someone there...::Shrugs:: Worth a shot, I guess!

As I say, whatever happens, happens...well, spike from cowboy bebop says that too, but...yeah. :-p

Take care everyone, later!

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Monday, May 2, 2005


   ::Yawn. Sigh.::
Hey everyone,I forgot to post earlier, so now, I'm posting at about 5:30 Am...Yay...no..oh well, on with it.

Last night, I was realllly.....sad, lonely above all...I listened to Ever The Same for like an hour and cried a bit...just to vent, just to get it out...

I keep looking at my past relationships, and saying 'FUCK!'Because, I feel like...I'm never going to find that one person that will stick out above the others and take my hand. >_
::Sighs:: Tonights basically a rerun of last night...so yeah...

Take care everyone, later...

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