Birthday • 1995-11-09 Gender •
Female Location • Los Alamitos,CA Member Since • 2006-08-03 Occupation • Student Real Name • Ali
Personal
Achievements • I drew a life size pic of Princess Tutu and colored it all in one night Anime Fan Since • Well Iv been watching/reading Inuyasha since 3rd Grade,and i've been watching Princess Tutu for about a year,but i read/watch Chobits.Put Ive pretty much been an anime fan since i was like 2,I loved Pokemon,and still do.Pokemon are realy Cute! X3 Favorite Anime • (not in any order)Inyasha,Princess Tutu,Chobits,+Anima,Fruits Basket,oh and Pokemon! GO POKEMON! X3 Goals • Learn to speak japanese better,Draw better,Do ballet once more Hobbies • Watch/read/draw anime,Archery,ballet,sing Talents • People say i draw really good and sing really good
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i think im feeling better,but when ever i look at nick i fell empty inside,but when he looks at me i have to act happy,but it's hard to act happy when your realy not,your sad.
Today in math we took a test and everyone and i mean EVERYONE failed so my grade went from an A to an F! and my math teacher that i thought was so cool the one i've known for year's,didnt care,not one single bit,he's changes,ALOT. so now i only have four days to make it up or I'll have to repeat the sixth grade!
My mom and her boyfriend got into a huge fight,my mom almost got arressted,but i dont get it! Her boyfriend is the one who should be arressted,and i cant beleive im saying this because i still love him but he's causeing my mom so much pain,because they love each other but there always getting into huge fight's about the stupidest stuff. and with all the stuff that's going on i dont think i can handle it all,im gonna have a mental breakdown or something.
so that's what's going on,same as usual.nothing new
just something random and yes you can tell by tha happy face that im still upset,im sorry i cant help it! but I'll update all you guys on what happens at rehersal tonight (after rehersal)
today i DID start to cry at rehersal,nick (my crush) asked out samantha and now it's officail that there going out.... -_- there's no hope for me in the worl....i felt like laying down to die. I mean,i've liked him since i first saw him in the begining of the year at my school,and i thought he was great but now my heart is crushed and i feel horrible. TT-TT i mean there's other fish in the sea right? but i've liked HIM for so long,i cant imagine liking some one else. WHAT DO I DO?! SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME....
I think me heart has been ripped out of my chest and stepped on,then thrown away to burn in the firey pits of hell. -_- the guy that i've been telling you so much about,the one that i like ALOT asked out one of my best friends Samantha.....i felt like crying but i couldnt cuz i was at rehersal. TT-TT and now he telling me and my friends that he wont be able to hang out with very much now,and i was all like:WHY?! and he said he was gonna be spending more time with samantha instead of us.....so now im REALY depressed TT-TT
My mom JUST told me that she has i scanner! So this hole time i could have been posting pictures!!!!! Im mad as happy at the same time! Im mad at her because she never told me and im happy because after she hooks it up (in a couple of days) I can show you guys all the art ive been drawing! Ive gotten better,or at least i think i have ^_____________________________________^ *SO HAPPY* expect to see alot of art from me over the next week or so. ^__^
Guess what! I get out of summer school in a week and three days (next wed,not this wed) and then on thursday (the day i get out of summer school) the musical starts! WOOT!
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY! XD
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My mom JUST told me that she has i scanner! So this hole time i could have been posting pictures!!!!! Im mad as happy at the same time! Im mad at her because she never told me and im happy because after she hooks it up (in a couple of days) I can show you guys all the art ive been drawing! Ive gotten better,or at least i think i have ^_____________________________________^ *SO HAPPY* expect to see alot of art from me over the next week or so. ^__^
Guess what! I get out of summer school in a week and three days (next wed,not this wed) and then on thursday (the day i get out of summer school) the musical starts! WOOT!
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY! XD
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i went to rehersal last night and it seems as if nothing has happened,everyone is trying to forget the whole thing. But i still realy realy like nick -_-
I just got back from having dinner with my Grandma it was realy fun. -^ ^-
so other than those two things nothing has happened
last night at rehersal there was a whole bunch of drama! my sister and i had to kiss my crush,nick, for a picture that might be in the newspaper,and on the internet! anyways and my friend (nicks x) got so jealouse that she told nicks crush,Samantha, that he liked her! and i wanted to tell him cuz i dont keep secrets from my friends and so i asked him if there was a place we can be alone and he said yeah sure i know exactly where. and i was all like ok and sowe went under a stair case and then nicks x walked over there (she must have heard us) and she got so mad cuz i was alone with him,then i told him about how his x told his crush how he felt,after his x left and he got so mad and they got into a big fight! and it was horrible! and ya know what's gonna make her (nicks X,tayler) even more mad? the picture where skyler and i kissed him, is gonna be in the news paper and on the internet and she's realy mad and im afraid that she's gonna find out that 'I' told nick about what she did! Im so afraid and im still heart broken! I almost kissed him to make him feel better but then i remembered that this is reality and he doest like me and probly never will. i was up crying al night,last night. TT-TT i mean i if you didnt know any better you'd think im in love with him,but i dont know am i? probly not,but still.
ok about a month ago my step dad and i got into a fight,and i yelled at him that he wasnt my real dad and that realy hurt his fellings,but at the time i didnt care cuz he was making my mom sad and mam cuz they got into a fight and stuff so we havnt talked since and today he picked me up from summer school and he said he was sorry and he gave me a hug and kiss -^ ^-
the guy i like in the musical that im in,i just found out that he like's some other girl and i was heart borken! but in a way im glad,cuz i was gonna ask him out,but now i know not to so i wont get embarrased. But all last night we hung out during rehersal becouse the director didnt have us do anything and it was realy fun and he was leaning on my shoulder and i was leaning my head on his and it was sweet,i almost kissed him too! (on accident) cuz i turned around and his face was right there and his lips were like half and inch away from mine! ^///^ but i know he doesnt like me so i was crying last night because spending all that time with him just made me like him more and right when i was going to ask him out he told me he liked my friend Smantha. :(
tonight we get our costumes for the musical and we get to talk pictures so I'll take a pic with my mom's digital camra and try to post it on my site in the next couple days.well that's about it. wow long post ^_^'
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