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Sunday, January 15, 2006


   Swamped
My mother visited to help me gather several things from the grocery store yesterday; I was running out of decent food this week. She told me to call her if I needed anything. She even offered to help w/ my photography course, which I am taking now to replace the previous grade that I had during my summer semester. I need the help, esp. when I have to get off this suspension.

When my mother told me about the financial aid suspension, we both felt upset about it, but I felt it came as no surprise. It really bothered me because I thought I was doing good at something when apparently the GPA for the term showed I wasn't. I want to do my best at everything that I do, esp. in courses of my technology, yet it seems something within me is holding me back and causing my confidence within myself to wain altogether. Yet again, I am far from giving up despite of my methods and beliefs coming against me as fatal flaws of my personality. I wish never to allow myself to become somebody who doesn't have any purpose in life because that is exactly the last thing that I want to do.

I didn't mean to go out like this, but I feel that I have an obligation to fulfill my goals in life, otherwise I may never make anyone in my family or circle of friends feel inspired or proud of my work. I'm always praying to God for encouragement to move forward and to never give up. Now I ask if you guys could do the same.

Signing off now.

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