Friday, July 16, 2004

..Furi Kuri Fun... hope we don't crash this plane...
Been inside all day because it's so hot outside. I'm about to kill someone. We've been watching FLCL all day and playing Tenchu: Wrath of Heaven. I want to learn Ninjitsu now and I can't get 'Ride on a Shooting Star' out of my head.

Oh wait...it's playing on my computer...

Anyways, hello everyone it's me your Lord and Mistress Amy-sama.

I'm leaving Texas next Fri. We're flying back to Atlanta where my parents will meet me and then we're going to Six Flags. : )
But I'll be glad to be home. I miss my big doggie Zeke, my pet mice and my friends and family. I'm a little nervous about flying but as long as we don't crash or blow up I'm fine. =/ I'm actually kind of excited to see the clouds up close and crap.

Well.... se you all in 7 days. c.c







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Friday, July 9, 2004

   ..We saw a store today called Condoms To Go...
Hello. It's me. Your Lord and Mistress Amy. Since I last made an entry there have been two deaths in my family. I would have made an entry sooner but I've been driving to and from Dallas and the phone has been ringing off the hook 24/7. I'm now petrified of our phone.
First my older cousins' newborn baby passed just a few hours after she was born. She weighed 3 lbs and was fully developed with fingers, toes and a full head of hair. Only, her heart wasn't strong enough. They named her Jordan Chandler Loweryand she was born on July 2nd 2004.
Now just this past Sunday my step-grandfathers' son Steven was found dead. I won't give any details only that he commited suicide. I think he was 33.

It's weird though. I've never really cried when a person in my family has died. In fact I cried more when I lost my dog Abbey and when my iguana died than when my grandpa died. I mean. I'm very sad and everythiong but I can't explain it. I just don't cry when a family member dies. I know that's strange but I'm not as heartless as I sound. But I can't explain it either.

And another thing. If you think about it someone usually dies when we least expect it. And when we do expect it everything turns out fine and we laugh at ourselves for thinking such a crazy thing. It's like life and death are just one big silly trap set out for us and either way we're going to get caught in it. So I've become, or at least I'm pretty sure I have, accustomed, almost comfortable with the thought of death. This may just be some crazy way to beat the trap that I've concocted in my mind but instead of worrying constantly about death or being to carefree, I've found a spot in the back of my mind to put that little possibility that someone I love or even I could die at any second of the day.

Just a little advice from a crazy girl.

Your Lord and Mistress bids you farewell tonight.

Oh and by the way. I went to my Aunt's and there's a little thing called a waver form that slipped my mind. But no worries. We went and saw The Day After Tomorrow and I played DDR (Dance Dance Revolution). And today I saw Spider-Man 2 today with my uncle, sister and cousins. Good movie. Better than the 1st.
Oh, and I'm allergic to the big city.
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

   ..Texas is a bitch today....
Rawr. ;3 Evening everyone. Tis I your humble Lord and Mistress, Amy-sama.

So sleepy. Waiting for a song to load. I ache all over because I've been swimming almost all day. It was fun though. We drove around in a paddle boat and ran my sister over. I'm still sleepy but I don't wanna go to bed yet 'cause I have to stay up and RP. I wish my lame friends would get online and spark a meaningful conversation.
-sigh-
At the time I would like to use the title to a very good song by the Vines to describe my mood... "Fuck the World".
I miss my friends at home and my doggie Zeke and my boyfriend who I'm guessing is still vacationing in New York..but I have no way of knowing since I haven't contacted him since I left South Carolina which was what...almost a month ago..? So if he miraculously stumbles upon this webbie I'd like to leave a short message to him.. " E-mail me and save me from this God forsaken Hellhole, PLEASE."
Part of me wants to go home right now but the other, more logical, part of me knows that if I stay I get to go to an awesome water park called Schlitter Bahn and this weekend the wrath of I and my cousins will befall an absolutely wicked skatepark in Dallas. I'm not an expert at skateboarding yet but I'm getting there. =/ Plus, I think I'm pretty damn good considering I'm self-taught. Rofl.

So when I find myself wanting to drop a nuclear bomb on Texas..I simply think... 'skateboarding...waterpark..' But it doesn't entirely help. =/

But these damned mosquitos are driving me INSANE. At least more than I already am. At the moment I've counted at least twelve just on my arms. But I suppose it's my own fault for staying outside fishing for three hellish hours knowing the consequences. It's like I'm a fucking delicacy or something. What really sucks though is that I didn't catch ANYTHING.

Except mosquito bites. T.T <^>


Now I know why my parents moved from here when I was five and today I must thank them..


Your Lord and Mistress now bids you a not-so-fond farewell.




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   ...I have a present for all of you..
Being the kind and grateful mistress that I am. I have taken the liberty of registering for a chatterbox. :D So enjoy!

And I said let there be chatter.. :o








Sweet... o.o
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