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Friday, August 17, 2007

   If you're not ready, then you're not ready.
So I was thinking about stuff last night. I was uo till five or so doing homework. My mind just ran and ran in circles and I don't think it stopped till I got home and changed clothes at roughly 10pm today. I was just thinking and thinking. Never do I get a moment of peace in this head of mine. while I've got no real religion or anyone I really trust, I've got all these lovely philosophies and these big words, a sharp tongue, quick wit, tough skin... and the more I think about it, the more it seams it seems like all those things mean nothing to me. and realistically, that's a lie. but I can't shake the feeling. I can't shake the feeling that I've irreservialby wasted a large amount of my time.

And I feel like I've been used systematically over a few years. This boy, Brandon... my, what a sick realtionship that was...

And school, er, "summer school" is finally over. It's finally done, I took my final and I never have to do business 101 again. I never have to do a 50 "short essay" question final or mid-term on stuff that's so elementary to me. I'm well on my way to a 4-year degree, well on my way to more adaquately presenting my awesome mirage of a sucessful future. there's those big words.

And Jamie, oh Jamie... what the hell did I or didn't I do? I really liked her. She won't even send a message through someone. It's REALLY SAD!!!

I'm gonna go lay in bed and think about all those things that've been on my mind all those sleepless nights.

Wizzord(<---feeling gangsta),
-Kitty

P.S.
I'd really like a tattoo of the words "the world" across my shoulders... but I'm not sure on how to tastefully do that.

Nurse: "Sopisitories, the bullets of medicine."

Guy One: "Our epitath; Emotionally exhausted..."
Guy Two: "...and Morally Bankrupt!"

Me: "I figured out how to not be emo. We just need to stay occupied."
E.Mo: "Thing is, we're emo AND we've got ADD. So we'll be emo after we freaked out on everything that shiny in our surroundings."
me: "oh shit, we're screwed."
E.Mo: "Yeah, and what happens when we focus on something that's emo like Bayside or something? Double screwed."
Me: "...Oh gawddamnitt!"
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