Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Well I'm back... A lot has happened since I've been gone. All of a sudden I rule at driving, I can go wherever I want without having to fear crashes or getting lost. I have my own car to rule at driving with now too. Why? Because I actually have a job now for the first time in 4 years. I did so well on my SAT test that I went straight from 11th grade to college, and now I've got a good steady job doing what I love and I'm out on my own. In fact every college I sent in an application to was fighting over me. But before I left my high school where I played soccer every day with my friends and played guitar in a band and all of a sudden started being able to write awesome music, I went to the dance with my girlfriend (shocking i know, somebody actually loves me). All of a sudden things are going really well for a change, I'd say I still get depressed sometimes but it's simply not true. I now have a very promising future to look forward to. Meanwhile, back in reality... I'm still the same piece of crap I was before, just two weeks older, and two weeks closer to the end of my life. [edit] okay apparently i've confused a few people. the first big paragraph was all not true. it's all just my little parallel universe where good things actually happen to me...

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Sorry I haven't been on myO lately, I've been busy with hardcore cleaning and when I have been online i really just haven't felt up to myO. There really hasn't been anything going on though for me. I'm moving in two days so the internet is being shut down tomorrow. It probably won't be back up for about a week at most, I'm sorry. Once it gets back up I'll be sure to visit your sites. I'll visit what i can before tomorrow, my apologies if i miss your site. Oh yeah and once the internet gets back up in the new house I might put a picture of the view up or something. Goodbye everyone ^_^

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Saturday, April 16, 2005

Loooong!!! (over 200!) Created by shiny-Italy and taken 24 times on bzoink! Ya!!! What's your name? i'm afraid that information is classified, son Where do ya live? do you want the password to my internet account too? sheesh... >>; What's your fave thing about where you like? you mean where I live? nothing, but the beaches about an hour away from here are just awesome Least fave? the people >_> How long have ya lived there? two years, but i've lived in this state for like 13 How old are you? 17 When's your birthday? January 13 What do ya do to celebrate it? nothing... What you look like Hair color? blond Eye color? blue What crazy color would ya die your hair? blue XP Height? 5' 8'' Do you like your height? sure You satisfied with your looks? not at all Favorites ok... Movie? probably napoleon dynamite Book? not sure Book made into a movie? meh... Food? hunan beef maybe. oh great now i'm hungry... Country? New Zealand probably Color? blue Amount of shinyness? huh? o_O Kind of survey? very long and non-perverted Metal? favorite kind of metal? o_O If you mean music I don't like metal. Music? Whatever I happen to stumble across that I like Song? tough decision Band? still new found glory... Song from a movie? probably Where I Find My Heaven from Dumb and Dumber Old thing? uhh.. my old cds? Smell? ocean breeze, fresh cut grass, chinese food Type of sword? broadsword LOTR character? i don't like lotr... those movies are way too darn long Word? i don't know This/that Iron/steel umm... does it matter? Rock/metal rock Destiny/fate huh? Italy/Greece neither Rome/Athens neither Italian/Spanish neither Opera/classical neither Phantom of the Opera/The Aviator neither Emmy Rossum/Gerard Butler no idea who those people are Swords/guns swords Medieval/modern depends what you mean Black/green both 6/16 16 Pen/marker pen Honor/chivalry Chandelier/candelubrum Piccadilly Circus/Times Square Word assosiation Chandelier bleh Masquerade o_O Erik guy Steel blue Army navy Piangi huh? Energy solar Shiny flare Crimson darkened Guardiani ? SoBe lizard Squishy stress ball Templar temple Past/now What time is it? 11:22 pm What are you listening to? nothing What did you listen to before that? feeder, new found glory, and l'arc~en~ciel What are you wearing? black shorts and a yellow shirt What were you wearing yesterday? khaki shorts and a blue shirt What was the last thing you said? cool What was the last song you sang to? ex-miss What was the last movie ya saw in theaters? can't remember... it's been forever At home? napoleon dynamite. i really just hardly ever watch tv or movies... At a friends house? ... When did ya last hear the word destiny? how am i supposed to remember stuff like that? What was the last plant you saw? umm... a bush? What was the last thing you smelled? my drink What room are you in? the living room Friends Where did you meet most of them? Do you see them often? Which was the last one you saw in person? On the Internet? In your MIND???! Where do most of them live? Do you care what they look like or what they wear? Which friend(s)...is the best? Funniest? Most random? Shinyest? Most medieval? Most honorable? Takes the most surveys? Lives in a different country? Likes Phantom of the Opera? Is themselves? Likes steel? What's your fave bands? Songs? i'm not answering this again What band/song are ya listening to now? nothing What's your fave to dance to? i don't dance To sing to? i can't sing To write the lyrics from? huh? Like metal music? no Isn't headbanging fun? yes, i give myself headaches doing it What bands do you listen to that no one's heard of? well, i've probably brought up te vaka too many times now, but i also like tabla beat science which i'll bet nobody here has heard of What's the oldest band you like? the rippingtons which started in the mid 80's Any coming out with new CDs soon? hmm... i don't think so School Are you in school? How is it? What grade are you in? Any insanely weird teachers? Do they squeak? What teacher talks too much? Do ya like the principal? Isn't math evil? What college do you go to/wanna go to? Home life Are you married? Have any kids? Have a boyfriend? Live with your parents? Alone? How is it at home? Where would you rather be? What was the longest you were home alone for? What do you mostly do at home? Weather What's the weather like now? it's a clear night What's your fave type of weather? moderate rain What's the scariest weather you have been in? hurricane What's the hottest you ever been? probably on the brink of 100 degrees F (38 C), if you mean body temperature, I don't know Coldest? like -10 F What temp do you think is just right? 68 or so... with a breeze of course XD Does it storm much where you live? not much, i wish it would storm a lot more often Books What's your fave book? Why is it your fave? Do you read a lot? What's the longest book you ever read? Shortest? If you were to write a book, what would it be about? Ever met an author? Ever published your own book? Do you think you're a good writer? About the last place you traveled to... ... Where was it? to my new house Why did ya go there? to get out of this apartment and city How did you get there? by car How long did it take? 20 - 30 minutes What did you do there? look around and listen to music What was the funnest part? dunno... How long did you stay there? a few hours (ugh...) Why did you leave? because it was time to go Would you go back? well yeah... About the last movie ya saw... Which movie was it? napoleon dynamite When did ya see it? a month ago maybe Was it good? yes What's your fave character from it? napoleon or kip or pedro Fave scene? not sure Fave line? ugh, napoleon, don't be jealous just because i've been at home chatting online with babes all day How many times have you seen it? like three or four probably Would you see it again? definitely About the last song you heard... What is it? Certain What's it about? i think it's about them wanting to get their lives on track and stable What band is it by? new found glory How long is it? 2:31 What's you fave lyric from it? not sure Where did you 1st hear this song? maybe a couple of months ago Raaaaaaandomnessssss! ok... Have you ever chased a sitting pedestrian? ...no What's the most random thing ya ever heard? not sure How did you find Bzoink? a few days after i first joined myO i saw someone else take one so i clicked on it Will you honor my sword? ...sure Shiny....shiny...do shiny things amuse you? no, they just hurt my eyes. they amuse cats and stuff though. I see you're wearing a mask! Are you the phantom of the opera? no What does Erik tell you? nothing What would you wear to a masquerade? i'd never go to one of those things LOOK UP! Do you seeeee what I seeeee? i'm not looking up What word do ya hear too much? Ever counted how many times you hear a word in a day? no What's the saddest thing you ever saw? not sure Why are some songs louder than others on the same volume? dunno, but it's weird isn't it... Who's the most obsessive person you know? don't know Are they autistic? Ever been to a castle? Did ya have an urge to swordfight? Did ya know hating is bad? POOR ERIK! If you were Christine, would you choose Erik or Raoul? Ever seen the play of POTO? no What's the longest survey you ever took? way longer than this You or ya? you Do ya like to wear black? sure Cool! Black is the color of the warrior okay WHY IS THE EMERALD SWORD STILL LOST???!!! How does Gerard Butler cover up his Scottish accent in POTO? i want a scottish accent XP Does PONR make ya melt? what's that? What makes ya melt? Isn't Italy shiny? would you stop with the shiny? THE END! Byeeeeee!!! bye But remember, keep your hand at the level of your eyes! but i can't type like that Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!

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Friday, April 15, 2005

Trauma. Poor, depressed child... Something really bad happened to you... let me give you a hug! ..:What's your psychological problem?:.. ( Anime Pictures ) brought to you by Quizilla Okay... Blue like the sky... ~* What Anime Eyecolor would you have? *~ brought to you by Quizilla I always get blue Dreamer! You love to dream and laze around. Girls will love your sensitive heart and your cute shyness! What kind of Boy are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._.. brought to you by Quizilla o_O Okay then... whatever I guess... Your anime hair color is...BLUE!! You're a very friendly person. You take your time when choosing friends, but you have a tendancy to make the best ones! You joke around, but you can be mean if somebody provokes you. What's You're Anime Hair Color? brought to you by Quizilla Ehh... at least it's my favorite color. I'm not the least bit suprised I got it either... I am borderline. Personality Disorder Diagnosis (anime pix) brought to you by Quizilla ...cool i guess...

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

Just some random stuff for today... Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain? How about that... My stats: Total Visits - 859 Popularity Ranking - #730 Guestbook Signings - 106 Sorry if I don't get around to sites every time like I used to, my friends list is starting to get overwhelmingly big and it's getting really hard to keep track of who's sites i've already been to and stuff. So my apologies in advance, I'm trying. I'm not in a good mood tonight.

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Ugh... just when I didn't seem to have any excuses to be pessimistic anymore, something goes wrong right at the last second. the appraiser said we have such a unique view of the river in this town that he wants to go to some other town on the shore and try to find a house or two with a similar view and see what they go for or whatever. The thing is, they get ocean views, we just get a big river, that's kind of unfair to compare the two I think. Not to mention everyone else he's working with to get us this house told him this needs to be done very soon because we really don't have a lot of time, but regarless of that he's taking his time. He won't be in that city for a few days yet. So now the countdown just went from 6 to like 10 probably and it now it looks like we'll be spending a few days in a hotel. It's only a few days, it's not that bad. As long as it's not here. Still, why can't they do that before they try to sell the stupid house? >_> All that aside I want to say Happy Birthday to Hardcore Otaku and Flueky! ^_^

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Monday, April 11, 2005

8 days to go... Ealier I realized that living here in this downtown city environment for so long has basically turned me into a bad person. Four years ago I was a happy person and happily going to church every week and I was always doing what I loved which was playing guitar and stuff like that. Heh, now I'm basically done for, and not as nice as I used to be to people who make me mad.

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

Oi... Well we're moving in like 9 days and it feels like it's taking forever. There are boxes everywhere and my brother's dog has figured out what's going on and he's following us around alot more than normal to ensure that we don't forget him when we move, it's so funny. There are people to hang out with in the new town, but of course they're all the ages of my siblings, it's too much to ask that i have just one person there to hang out with. But at least I'll be able to enjoy this summer outside this time without having to worry about getting attacked on walks or without having to deal with ridiculously loud music on porches or in cars. Did I mention I hope this place goes bankrupt the day I leave?

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Friday, April 8, 2005

1. First Name?~ not important 2. Were you named after anyone?~ kind of 3. Do you wish on stars?~ no, what's the use of wishing... 4. When did you last cry?~ yesterday i think 5. Do you like your handwriting?~ no, everything about me completely sucks 6. What is your favourite lunch meat?~ chicken 7. What is your birth date?~ 1/13/88 8. What is your most embarrassing CD?~ I'm not embarrassed of my choices in what sounds I like coming out of my stereo 9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?~ no freaking way 11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?~ no... that's stupid 12. Do looks matter?~ nah 13. How do you release anger?~ not important 14. Where is your second home?~ i have no "second home" 15. Do you trust others easily?~ no 16. What was your favourite toy as a child?~ can't remember 17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless?~ well let's see... oh, wait a minute, i can't go to freaking high school. being stuck at home all the time with not one single offline friend or afterschool activity or anything is the best. 18. Do you have a journal?~ myO counts 19. Do you use sarcasm a lot?~ of course not... 22. What are your nicknames?~ make one up 23. Would you bungee jump?~ no, i'm terrified of heights 24. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?~ what's the point when you're just gonna tie them again? 26. Do you think that you are strong?~ no 27. What's your favourite ice cream flavour?~ mint 28. Shoe Size?~ 10.5 29. Red/Pink?~ red 30. What is your least favourite thing about yourself?~ heh, where do i start? 31. Who do you miss most?~ nobody really... 32. Do you want everyone you send this to send it back?~ i didn't even send this to anybody. 33. What colour pants are you wearing?~ khaki shorts 34. What are you listening to right now?~ nothing 35. Last thing you ate?~ beef and broccoli stir fry with rice. it's was so good. 36. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?~ blue 37. What is the weather like right now?~ it's night time and it's probably in the 50's 38. Last person you talked to on the phone?~ i never use the phone 39. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?~ hair 40. Do you like the person who sent this to you?~ yes 42. Favourite Drink?~ don't know 43. Favourite Sport?~ golf, tennis, and soccer 45. Eye Colour?~ blue 46. Do you wear contacts?~ no, glasses when i'm driving though 48. Favourite Food?~ hunan chicken or general tso's chicken or tacos 49. Last Movie You Watched?~ The Fearless Hyena 50. Favourite Day Of The Year?~ any day in summer vacation except the last one 51. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings?~ I don't understand the desire to pollute your brain with the gore and whatnot of scary and/or violent movies... or the news. 52. Summer Or Winter?~ Summer, no contest 53. Hugs Or Kisses?~ hugs i guess or whatever... 55. What Is Your Favourite Dessert?~ dunno 56. Who Is On Your Mind Right Now?~ nobody 57. Living Arrangements?~ huh? 58. What Books Are You Reading?~ none at the moment 59. What's On Your Mouse Pad?~ a wrist support thing 60. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up? oh... great... i'm still here 61. What Did You Watch Last night on TV?~ nothing 62. Favourite Smells? freshly mowed grass, ocean wind, chinese food... 63. Rolling Stones or Beatles?~ i don't particularly listen to either 64. Do you believe in Evolution or Creation?~ Creation, i believe in God although i no longer believe he loves me and stuff. 65. What's the furthest you've been from home?~ florida, i live in connecticut.

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Thursday, April 7, 2005

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There's this Polynesian band called Te Vaka that is really really good. Sorry I've probably brought them up a few times by now. I'm finally going to be able to get the only two CDs of theirs that I want but it's gonna run me about $45 once you add on the shipping and taxes and stuff. I have no option but to get them imported from New Zealand so I was expecting that kind of price, but even so, it's a bit expensive. x_x It hurts, but it'll be worth it. This is the *only* time i will EVER pay $45 for two CDs. >>; btw Yetisports is a pretty fun place to waste your time.

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