Birthday • 1993-06-10 Gender •
Female Location • Tehcksuhs xD Member Since • 2006-12-03 Occupation • I am a JUNIOR! Real Name • Charr, but everyone calls me Shi-Chan, you will too :D
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Achievements • Getting to Expert on Guitar Hero, Beating ToS in Less Than 39 Hours, Playing Instruments, Understanding Some Spanish Even Though I'm Like SUPAH WHITE :D and Having The Best Friends Evers :DDD Anime Fan Since • A really long time. A REALLY long time. Favorite Anime • You really, really don't want me to type that. It would take 254138543546 years to type. Maybe I should put the list back up though... Goals • LEARN HOW TO FLY :D Hobbies • Interwebing xDD Talents • I guess music. I'm really good at rhythyms and things of that sort.
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Hello all my wonderful friends. Welcome to my personal bloggg. If you are new here, then I hope we become friends ;B. My name is Charlette, but you need to call me Shi-Chan or Charr (pronounced; sh●are) I make all of my own stylesheets, but I'm not good at making graphics, so I tend to have a pretty basic page. I love to talk to people, and I try to comment and update as much as possible, but I'm in AP courses at school, and I'm going to get a job soon, So I can't update as much as I would like too. I’ve been a member of MyO for a while, and most people don’t realize that this is my second account. I’ve been through every possible scenario for MyO xD If you ever need to get a hold of me, try Gaia. I don't get on TheO very often, so you might want to comment me if you send a message. Otherwise, I hope you enjoy the site and please sign my guestbook so I know that you were here!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Mood: Bored Music: Nobody by Wonder Girls Time: 12:05 p.m.
Reasons I hate Summer.
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That's the clapping on the song I'm listening to xDD Well I'm not sure it's actually clapping, but it kind of sounds like it xDDD
So thanks for the comments. Not that many people updated yesterday, and I don't feel compelled to comment unless there are like 954968 blue bars. Ugh, I'm such a horrible friend T_________T;;;
So I really am not liking this summer. *Changes Song* The first two weeks of summer, you're supposed to do nothing but sit because you just got out of school. That's what I did. But then I had to baby sit for two weeks (And no, I don't get payed for any of this). So that's a whole month flown by, without me even getting to really do anything.
All of my friends get to go out and do stuff. I'm not aloud to walk outside of the house unless I alert the fire department it seem. I'm so sick of my mom making me stay home just because she's to lazy to go take me places. But of course her addiction is way more important than my adolescence. It always comes back to her fucking addiction.
So if any of you have parents that are addicted to the way my mom is to her weed, you'd get what I mean. In a sense, it's not my mom's fault completely. She was nine when she first started smoking weed, and that's because my uncle gave it to her. She's 44 now, so just imagine that time, and the addiction.
But my mom tries to hide it, and when anyone confronts her about it she says: "I can stop when ever I want to." But she can't. My whole life, I haven't been able to do things because my mother locked her self up in her room and ignored us. Because of the habit she says she can quit. She's blown so much money on weed, I don't get to the things that teenagers are supposed to do. I'm probably the ONLY teenager of all America who doesn't have a Cell Phone. Or when she does get me something, she has to make me feel guilty about her being my mother.
So this summer I wanted to get a job, so I could pay for my own things. But mom is still to lazy to take me to go get my State I.D. I don't have a Driver's License, so I have NO way that I can get a job right now.
I just feel trapped right now. And I know, there are people who are going through way worst things right now, Like Meagan and her grandmother. But I've been living in this for SIXTEEN YEARS, and I still have no control over anything in my life. And I just don't have the confidence that most people have to argue with their parents. I'm literally AFRAID of my mother. I live in fear of her.
*Sighs* I dunno. Maybe I complain too much. I just wish I could at least see a friend this summer. I feel so lonely and bored. I kind of just wanna break something.
Mood: Bored