Monday, February 7, 2005

   Bad day at school
Well I cried at school today. I don't feel like explaining it though...But I'll tell you one thing when I told my sister about it when i came home she even started to cry. Thats not right.
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

   Maan
Maaaaaaan there was a party festival thing yesterday and I couldnt gooo that soo sucks!
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

Layout
Fixin to change my layout...hmm what should it be of...well gonna go look at some pics. Bye!
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Monday, January 31, 2005

   Birthday!....Not mine.
Well today was my Brother's birthday. Happy Birthday! Haha well we went to a chinese buffet resturaunt to celebrate it. Hehe. I ate soo much... haha but wasted a lot too lol. I feel bad but oh well. Ohh I got a new fortune added to my ColleCtiOn! yay! hehe oh jsut so you know if ou wanna I collect the fortunes hehe. Its soo cool. Well anyways when we got home I was stuffed. Hehe I took $2 from my birthday brother lol. I hid his game and wouldnt give it back until he gave me the 2 only dollars he had lol. Too bad for him haha. Anyways yeah thats pretty much it. Sleepy now. Bye. Night Night
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   Haha!
Watching Stand up comedians on comedy central! They are HilarIOUS!

p.s. Science projects are so hard!
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

   Sad...
Well today was just a normal day. Well accually today was a bad day. You know what. I found out I lost my Theatre Arts folder. That freakin sucks! Not fair. I keep losing things. Man I know I had it. It might be in his room or in Ms. Nguyens room...but no one said a thing about finding a folder. Thats just gay man. Really really gay! Gosh tomorrow Ima go ask Ms. Nguyen if she found anything or Ill ask Mr. Hamilton but this aint right. I know I had it! Dumb.... soo not fair! And something else sad happened today! :( I found out that later on.....Kenshin dies! Noo! That cant happen. He is unstoppable. Wahhh thats just not right. He cant die. I dont want him to. BAd BaD bAD! Im gonna go cry in a corner....:<

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

   Sadness
I feel soo sad right now...
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Posting
Well Ill be postin tomorrow...dont feel like explaining something today....sorry

Ok well I got this "friend" that like I dont think she likes me that much. Why you say? Well first of all she dont talk to me that much. like on aim...this is how our "conversations" are ALL the times.
Me:
Hey gurl!
Her:
(nothing)
Me:
Wussup?
Her:
Sry Im busy
Me:
Oki dokie then...
Her:
has logged off

And one time she was all talking to my sis and then my sis left and I got on and I go Hey and she goes sorry Im busy and she was all talkin to my sis just fine...
Another reason I dont think she likes me all that much is because mostly shes always like whispering to her other friend and shes always lookin at me. Im like ok.... Do you think she just hangs out with me just to like know a lot of people. Cuz like a lot of people talk to me(according to her...) and like shes always I dont know. She dont really talk to me that much...I dont know...
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Monday, January 24, 2005

   Just a little Poem...
A True Friend
A-accepts you as you are
B-believes in "you"
C-calls you just to say "hi"
D-doesn't give up on you
E-encisions the whole of you(even the unfinished parts)
F-forgives your mistakes
G-gives unconditionally
H-helps you
I-invites you over
J-judges not
K-keeps you close at heart
L-loves you for who you are
M-makes a defference in your life
N-never betrays your confidence
O-offers support
P-picke you up
Q-quiets your fears
R-raises your spirits
S-says nice things about you
T-tells you the truth when you need to hear it
U-understands you
V-verifies they'll always be there for you
W-walks beside you
X-xamines your reasons for doing certain things
Y-yells when you won't listen
Z-zaps you back to reality
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   My Monolouge for Drama... I had to memorize it

Night Luster

I don't know. I get this feeling sometimes like I'm invisible or something. I can be standing there in a room and I'm talking and everything, and its like my words aren't getting anywhere, and I look down at myself and Jesus! Sometimes my body isn't getting anywhere either. Its like Im standing behind a one way mirror and I can see the guys and I can hear the guys but they cant see me and they cant hear me. And I start to wonder if maybe Im some alien species and I dont speak the language and I look totally wierd. But I dont know this you see, because on this other planet I had this really nice mother who told me that I was beautiful and that I had a voice to die for because she loved me so much, not because it was true. And I arrive here on Earth and Im so filled with her love and her belief in me that I walk around like Im beautiful and I sing like I have a voice to die for. And because Im so convinced, and so strange, and so deluded, People pretend to listen to me- because their being polite or something...or maybe their afraid of me. And at first I dont notice because I sing with my eyes closed. But then, one day I open my eyes and I find out Im living in this world where nobody sees me and nobody hears me. Im just looking for that one guy whos gonna hear me, see me....really take a chance. I mean I HEAR them. Im listening so hard, I hear promises when someones just saying hello. Jesus, If anybody ever heard what I got locked up inside of me, Id be a star.
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