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Saturday, August 26, 2006
I don't want to be in the fight. it's messed up and it isn't my fight. Danielle (Valon Cra-Z) and Sarah (SonnyCheshire) started this whole fued. I don't want to be in it! Envy, Mel, Jessy, Ami, & me do not want to be apart of their fight. if we did, well...let's just say the world would know it. I know Sarah's life is worse than mine but i am not going to pity her. she's been pitied all her life and needs a break. if she's so fed up with her life she should just go to Child's Angency Care and stop this madness in her life. Or someone else will...
Ppl hate to get into fights. Especially me. Yes, i run from my problems, but my friends help me face them everytime. From when i had butterflies for the shcool production, to after breaking up with my first bf (btw i suggest NO ONE date Alex Herbst~known as the herpies fairy~he will destroy u and he's a pervert) they were always there to support me. They're are absolutly the best friends i will ever have.
I'm tired of Sarah dargging me and my friends down. Everything got horrible after she started to get mad at US for HER'S and DANIELLE'S fight. WE (me, envy, mel, jessy, and ami) didn't do a thing to her!! i'm tired of this! y did she have to drag us into her mess...?
I'm so confused. if sarah and danielle would just settle their fued then everything would be ok~not perfect tho~
1. we aren't posers cuz if we were then a whole bunch of ppl looking like Sarah Marino would be walking by~and believe me she isn't ur idea of an idol(no offense)~and that's a scary thought right there. ppl with short curly black hair, white faces that looked like u had just seen a ghost, bulging blue eyes is scary on every one's face. One sarah is bad enough...but a whole world of them? damn, might as well shoot urself now and get it over with
2. we aren't fake cuz i'm pretty sure we are walking, talking, breathing human beings (well most of us anyway~haha sorry just being my idiot self)
3. We don't worship her b/c she isn't ur idea of a perfect idol...or a bad one at that either. she's just....plain.
4. She must go through hell, and i understand that. i honestly do. but that doesn't mean that other ppl don't have problems. the world doesn't revolve around Sarah Marino cuz if it did...everyone would be miserable and walking zombies....seriously....the world would be complete chaos if it revolved around her.
5. Lifes a bitch...and then ya die. ya'll just gotta get used to that
6. i have friends, great friends in fact and i'm sure she does to or else she would probably be dead right now b/c of the many difficulties she's been through
7. Sarah Marino...(i can't believe i'm going to say this but in fact it's kinda true) u r probably an idol to kids who have parents JUST like urs. u actually stuck it out through all those hard times. No, my father doesn't beat me, but it doesn't mean he's never taken a belt to me. or slapped me. i know ur life is hard...everyone's is but...u just gotta live it out. stick up for urself...and personally if anyone beat the living snot outta me like that i would kick their sorry ass clear to cleveland and shove them up a fat lady's ass! (sorry if this is any offense to anyone but i don't believe anyone should go through the pain she has endured)
8. yes i probably have a better life than sarah...but i'm not proud of it
9. i don't want to be her friend...i know it sounds like i do but i don't~b/c personally i have my own problems and my friends to help out and i can't handle any more stress with her~
10. A small part of me thinks she's cool b/c of the way she has been through everything. but most of me...actaully pretty much ALL of me thinks she's a bitch and wish she would stay out of my life along with my friends. that's the only reason i think of her as cool...any other reasons, shes a low self-centered hypocrite looking for attention.
Life is a great mystery to us all. Why ppl do the things they do, no one will ever know. But ppl do know that life wasn't just created so ppl could be on the streets, beat every day of their lives, fear of sleeping b/c they might never wake up. Everyone has hope and faith in them. it's just somewhere hiding and it's up to u to bring it out. If u just linger, hoping someone will do the finding for u ur out of luck. They might help u search but...it's entirely up to u to bring it out. Love is a thing u have to earn. u don't get it automatically, u have to earn it. Friendship, it sure is harder to earn then love. ppl have many friends, even the homeless have friends. give them money and they're ur friends, talk to them or keep them company, they are ur friend. everyone is given a specific life for a reason. we don't just happen to choose them. they are given to us b/c maybe...God or whoever u might worship believed u were best fit for that part. so if it means sarah's life is hell then he thought she was best for it b/c of the way she handle's herself now-a-days. life may get u down...but u gotta stay on both ur feet to be able to stand tall...
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*laughs hysterically* ....my mom found somthing in the frig...she thought it was alive!! i told her it was corn that we had forgotten about and she just stared at me like i was a lunatic. *starts laughing again* i find this whole event funny (it's even more funny if ya heard her and seen her face) lmao
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i started drawing comics....not ur everyday manga comics but like...ppl, ppl comics. one is really disturbing and i threw it out b/c mom said to. I'm working on 2 layouts, one for myself and one for ELSS the one for my self is just for fun b/c i get bored sometimes.
Well i guess that's all i have for today....anyone still want their horoscope read?
~Shia
May God Bless you and all the pain you will endure
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