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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
So sick of f**kin' life i can't take it no more. i' quit. i'm done. it's over.
Sick. Tired. Can't Take Any More Of This Effin Pain.
SO SHUT UP!! I HATE IT!! TEENAGERS SHOULDN'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS!
i'm sorry. but my nerves have reached their limit.
1. Love
2. My family despises me
3. Sarah Marino
4. My grandparents
5. School begining
6. Life
I'm just...done with it all...
I'm sorry. I really am. But, i just can't take no more of this stress. It's just too much. And no matter what anyone says (SM) i have pain in my life, i know what it's like, I'm despised by my parents, they think of me as a disappointment. My friends will be gone soon b/c no matter how hard i cling on...i'm gonna lose it all.
So, for all those who i have hurt, i am sorry. i truly am.
To My Friends (i speak to Sarah Marino also~and no she isn't my friend even if God wanted us to be~)
Although life may seem tough u have to go on...even though no matter how hard it gets someone will always be there to wipe away the tears that you shed. Even though it may not seem like it, someone out there loves you for who you truly are. They just haven't found you yet. You have to hang on in the worst of situations. Just...hold on tight. 'cause no matter where you go, someone cares about you.
I know life may seem hard, i go through a hard life everyday and sometimes i let it get me down. But knowing that someone cares about me keeps me going. No matter the urges to jump off a building, a knife through the heart, or other suicide attempts, i go on fighting for the future. My goals in life are simple ones and i want to fulfill them...
1. Become an Astrologist
2. Travel to every place on the planet
3. Sing
4. Become an Artist
5. Write Stories and Poetry
6. Leave America and go to Germany
7. Get Married
8. Have a Wonderful Family
9. Raise My Kids to be the best that they can be & treat them differently then how my parents treated me
10. Open a Vet Clinic for mistreated & abandoned pets
11. Don't let Life get Me down
12. Keep the friends i have now
13. Open a Book Store
14. Watch my family grow
15. Die a happy old woman
Your goals can be fulfilled also, just live life. No matter what...just stand tall as an old oak tree who has lived through the wonders of life. "Don't Let Life Get You Down Just Because The People Around You Are Bringing You Down"
Just b/c some ppl hate you it's probably b/c they are jelouse and/or want the life u have. Like i said...Go on with life...cause one day...there's gonna be something out there worth living for...
I know this from expirence. ~Smiles~
Shia Ashakira
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