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Saturday, June 16, 2007






Current Mood: MiXeD!
Current Song: Saku by dir en grey

Konnichiwa! How is everyone? I am okay....just kinda pissed and sad! I don't want to be here anymore. I am ready to go home. I miss Chastity so bad! Gah! >.<' My Aunt....she's really mad me want to cry. My sister brought up Lesbians and Gays and people like that...and my aunt said that it was nasty and poeple like that you messed up in the head. She threatened to disown my sister just because she said she likes DRAGQUEENS WTF! I mean come on....GAH!!! >.<
it kinda scares me. If she was to find out that I am like that even just 50% then she'd disown me! Why do people hate!?! Gah! Just because of the Bible. Don't get me wrong for those of you who are all about JESUS. Gah! But The Bible is just a book! And They are more like guide lines anyway! I mean come on. Sorry, I am just wanting to CRY I don't think I'll ever really fit in with my family! I have a birthday party to go to today! It's my 2nd cousin's Nicholas. He's so cute! Gah! I really miss Chastity! I wish she was here so bad! I want to see her. I need her so bad right now. I wish I could just at least talk to her. Gah! (2 days down 11 to go!) gah! Is it sad when you feel like you don't even belong to your family? It is! I want to feel like I belong so bad! Gah! My Mammow said she HATES gays and people like that. Just because I love diffrently is no reason to hate me! I want to just cry! I want to just SCREAM Gah!

AnyWho


I am bored! Gah! I want Chastity! I wish she was here! I want her to tell me everythings okay. I want someone to tell me..."don't worry Kyoko....You're not werid....and I love you for you!" Yeah....I wish someone would tell me that. I am so sad....I want to go home! I want to leave. I want to be with Chastity! I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO FLORIDA! I'll be with Chastity for a week. Maybe then....I won't feel so alone. Gah....T.T Oh great...now I am crying. I am soo happy....(NOT). This sucks. I am sorry to bother you all with this. But I really needed to get it out of my systom.

ANY YooHoo


I am in a better mood now! I think getting all that off my chest helped alot! Yeah...Bou, I believe I should try to write longer post. Well as long as I am here at my Aunt's house I can. I can't wait to see Chastity! ^.^ Gah! I am bored! >.<' I AM TIRED!
Oh did you like your banners? I sent some to people I love and are worthy of my love! ^.^ lol! Gah! Bou....Your comment on yesterdays post really cheered me up! I don't know why but it did...maybe just getting to hear from you is why.
Well I g2g! Ttyl!

I love you all

~Kyoko


P.S. Bou, I cleaned out my inbox!







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