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About myself:
I like the colors black, hot pink, red, and purple. I'm very interested in drawing, writing, reading, watching t.v., videogames, and the computer. I usually sit in my room alone with my headphones on listening to blaring music as the t.v. goes on in the background. Sometimes I just sit and stare at the wall, thinking about things that invole life, death, stereotypes, myself, hate, emotions, and so on. My parents say I act way older than my age, since they have read some of my stories, poems, and have seen my artwork. They say I usually pull myself away from others, and whenever they try to communicate with me I withdraw and ignore them. Therefore at some times when we communicate in a loving manner, which is very rare, it is a strange feeling to me. My views on life and everything else in the world is by me and what I hear about them. Whenever I voice my opinions to my mother, she would always ask,"And where did you get that from?" or "Who told you that?" even though she likes my intelligent reasons. I always say they are entirely from me, but she just ignores, sometimes thinking that I have no idea about what I'm saying when I really do. Oh well, they just don't seem to understand me, even though what I say is equal to a highly educated woman with insights about everything that are very logical. I'm interested in macabre things, horror, mysteries, darkness, scars, and whatever else my brain thinks up.


Friday, May 27, 2005


   Quizzes I took, I guess.
Understanding
You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that
could never seem too comprehend your
personality. Now you have either become an
out-cast because of their narrow minds or you
have adjusted yourself to them, and never
letting them see who you are deep inside. You
now think that no one will ever understand you
and you hate that fact. Though you are scared
of what the effects might be if you would
decide to let someone in so you keep a safe
distance that you both curse and bless.


What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Orange
Orange is your Lightsaber color.

Orange represents energy and enthusiasm. It also
symbolizes strength and endurance. People with
orange lightsabers are curious about life, and
the world around them. Fascination catches them
at every turn, and they are creative enough to
understand life's potential.


What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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Magic

You kill with
magic.

You are very skilled with magic, but have poor
fighting skills. But it doesn't really matter
anyway since it can be as powerful as other
weapons. You are probably missunderstood by
people and have some pain inside you. You are
not the kind of person to start a fight, but if
you are provocted you respond. You probably
don't have that many friends either though you
might want some. According to you life is a
lonely journey and you try not to care to much.
Most people who are witches or anything similar
is thought to be evil and want to see all
people suffer. That however is not true. You
don't feel that much joy seeing others in pain.
You are probably peaceful and quiet when left
alone.

Main weapon: Potions and spells
Quote: "A man can be destroyed but
not defeated" -Ernest Hemingway
Facial expression: Blank eyes




What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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sweet
You like the ones that understand you.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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eien?
the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin'
miserable. You constantly look over your
shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even
when you are alone. So naturally, you have
become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your
personality can be one demensional but
confusing. You are constantly bored with life
and wish that something could spice it up. You
have a unique view on life and have identified
the problems with school society (Ex...what
makes popular people, how the student mind
works...) You would rather be alone because you
hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one
understands you, not even your parents /
guardians / friends. But that is just the
opposite! The people who love you want to
help, but they don't know how because they have
a feeling that they will say something wrong
and turn you away. You have to let them know
that you are willing to hear what they have to
say...and it might do some good to listen to
them.

Some fields you might consider going
in when you are older...Judge, author,
songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist,
philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a
job where you can express yourself and your
views on life. Or you need a field where you
can judge others and predict what is going on
in others life. Either way... you have the
personality to get you a good job that will
support you throughout life.


What type of teenager are you?
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Reality
Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain
painful, horrible and everything else you don't
like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
montone. You feel there is no reason to really
be here and feel helpless.


What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Info Black
Your Heart is Black


What Color is Your Heart?
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depressed girl
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.


If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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Your Gothic... Maybe even a bit Vampyric... Your
very sensitive, sometimes you can be outgoing
in your own population. Your sometimes Lonely,
but when your alone your much happier. If your
suicidal, it's okay, because your the kewlest
person I know!....well don't actually know you
but yeah! Write me and Tell Me if you picked
Napoleon or Ron!


Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!?
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HASH(0x89baa9c)

Your Hidden Power Is Dark
Angel


You have a Evil and Demonic Soul. You use your
hidden powers for the evil of hell. You are in
constent war with the heavans for you want to
destroy the pathetic humans were they want to
save them. For all people see in you is that
any emotion expecially love is a waste of your
time but your so mysterious that people don't
know you do have a shy emotions that are kept
locked within you.

Gem Stone:Black Pearl, Eye
Color:
Black,Hair Color:Black with
Grey Streaks that is down to your waist pulled
in a braid

Quote:You said you read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed


What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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your guy is gothic! this is totally not a bad
thing. he knows his boundaries, and he knows
that if he cross the line he will be in BIG
trouble. But he is also experienced, which can
be good if are ready to take your relationship
to the next level. keep this guy near and dear
to you!


Who's your perfect guy?
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You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
friends as you are too scared at the prospect
of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
steady person there who loves you
unconditionally but you are too scared to find
them.


Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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Grief
You are sad because of your grief


Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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Depressed
Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?


What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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You are GOTHIC! Sometimes you might feel like you
just want to escape! sometimes u feel like
there might be no point living! Alot of people
get this feeling. Most times youd like to be on
your own and away from people. You would be
cold towards others, its probably because you
just cant trust anyone. Maybe you should loosen
up a bit and find som1 you can trust.
Thanx please rate


Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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Sunday, May 22, 2005


   God....
My mouth is continuously bleeding right now, and I'm eating candy. w00t. God it sucks. Oh well, the taste of blood mixing with the sour taste of cheap candy sortof tastes good O.o;
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Friday, May 20, 2005


   Whee!
My mom bought me new shoes and a beautiful black skirt, there's this guy that likes me so much he blabs about it to his friends(Which I find stupid, I might add), today was great, and I feel like I could just sing! w00t!
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   Moot
Nothin much going on. Thought of making a story here and on Gaia, but I'm not sure.... So what if I'm not popular? It's something to do that counts ^.^
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Saturday, May 14, 2005


   FIRST POST EVER! 1:04 am
Oh my god,It's my first post ever O.o w00t!Whatever.I have practically a million of these accounts,but I might stick with this one.YES it is the wonderful Saturday,and now you know how random I can be ^^ Gotta go,bye!
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