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Monday, August 22, 2005


Me: Yesterday was boring. I made buttons, and post styles, and stuff. Just the usual. 26 comments!! You guys rock. ^_^ I ended up going to my granparents house with my dad and sister late in the day because I hadn't seen them in a while. It was ok. We played high low jack and my sis and I made the best come back ever. It was so awesome. Unfortuantly, we didn't finish the game, but I'll remind them the next time we go down.

Kurama: You made an amazing come back. I was shocked. You who never bids, made most of the points.

Me: ^_^ Oh, Kurama. We have five people in your fan club already. Isn't that great?

Kurama: Yes is is.

Me: Oh, and here is the poem. I have had writers block for a while and this poem was just written without revision so it's probably bad.

"Untitled"

Isolated
Alone
Pulling away from the people I once called friends
Awat from those whom I'm forced to call family

In the silence of the dark
In the recess of my soul
I'm at peace with myself and surroundings

Waking up to sorrow
Waking up to criticism
Confidence lost
Self-esteem forgotten

Living the life I was given
To be happy with
I want something different
Something I can be happy with

A family who loves me and shows it
Friends whom think of me and get along
An environment that can give me confidence
Open me up again

So I pull out the knife
With one quick slash
I'm where I belong
Where I can be at peace and content

Ok, I know what you are thinking. No, I am not suicidal. There is too much to live for. As I said before, I was having writers block and that was the only way at the time I could end the poem. I couldn't think deep enough to change it.

Kurama: *hugs beth* See guys? This is why I need to keep her company.

Me: Well, I better start working on that banner that I wanted to get done, as well as get to your sites.

Kurama: We're off. Pm us if you need anything or just want to talk.

~Beth and Kurama

EDIT: I beat my sister in comments again. yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!!

Kurama: Well it's nice to see you happy.

Me: Yes, the 320 yes's emphasizes it, doesn't it? hehe now I'm really going to go. I just had to put it in there.

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