Sunday, June 4, 2006
I hate everything
My mother is forcing me to go to church for two weeks every fucking day.
I've been telling her for a month that I dont want to go, but no, I still have to.
I hate this all!
You cant even belive how I feel right now. Its like I have no control over my own fucking life, its MY life and I cant even decide of my future!! I hate church, I hate god, I HATE my parents!! They even decided my job for me - they told me Im gonna work here, on our restaurant, even tho I dont want to.
Maybe I'll just cut my wrists open. That'll at least be my OWN decision.