Sunday, February 5, 2006
....My head hurts....
Ok now. His saying we can still be together. Ok, fine, I do love him.
BUT. Im so friggen tired of this jumping. He already broke up with me twice, and took me back twice.
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?
Slippy, SpadesAce.... Sorry bout yesterday. My feelings were totally outta control, I was really confused, plus seing Cedric and Mimi making out didnt really help me... Aha aha aha....
Now, my head hurts like hell. I slept for 5 hours last night, plus 2 hours as soon as I goty to our restaurant.
Well, I got a plan. Im gonna go on with Eric, but, when its over (Yes, when. If this game keeps going on, its over sooner or later), Im a lesb. Hell yes. Im really, really tired of guys, oh goddamnit.
Well, hugging Marko-kun always helps so Im just gonna go and hug him and ask him for some advices. His my second best friend, after all. And Gay. Gays are smart.
Oh damn. My big crushes Jonis moms
here.... Im gonna go and be nice to her. Havent seen Joni in months now, damn.
Well yeah. Im going before Im gonna say something stupid again....
...Coffee and drugs.... druuuuugs.....
Oh yeah, and the site is gonna stay this way. Sorry, Christian friends, but Im really losing this faith on all the shit, you know, things called love, life, happiness.... Yeeeah. Luckily, Marko and Tony are here to look cute together and give me some faith of it all. For the first time Im happy to have a brother.
"Why have you forsaken me?
In your eyes, forsaken me?
In your thoughts, forsaken me?
In your heart forsaken, me oh
Trust in my self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die"
Mos beautiful song ever. Reminds me of Haku and Zabuza.
Long live, HakuZabu.