Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I dont wanna die!!!
Today it was friggin close tho. My lungs just stopped working, I couldnt breath in almost half a minute. I hate panic attacks....
Goddamnit now I really start to be concerned aboute my own health!
Damnit. Now I cant get rid of Marko and Tony. And the questions "are you okay".
T (Tony) M (Marko) J (me)
T:Are you okay?
J:Im fine thank you.
J:Yea yea Im alive
T:Shouldnt you rest?
J:Im - Fine
M:AND WE'RE WORRIED!!
J:Get me coffee if it makes you better
J:God, I love gays....
T:Are you really okay?
T:You sure? Something wrong?
T:Are you completely SURE your okay?
J:I AM OKAY GODDAMNIT!!!
Agh. Im sure I just tasted blood. Blood! No! No blood!
T_T GODDAMNIT the peoples that caused me this are DEAD MEAT.
Waaah.... Im gonna go and get more coffee and sit on the sofa and wrap myself on the blanket and get Marko to hug me YuY Sniffle
Me ish going. See you all.
AND YOUR ALL DEAD MEAT IF YOU DONT CHECK THE NEW ART OF MINES =_= YOU WONT LIKE IT BUT YOU STILL HAVE TO CHECK IT.
Now you get it.
C ya and have a nice day.... Nicer than me.
O, and, I drew really cute catepillars today ^___^ They were for our biologhy project. Im gonna scan em and put them on DevArt. Yesh.
And its decided. Im gonna start to be a lesbian. No more guys for me. Something happened with Eric today and.... Well. No more guys. You had a change to show but you screw it up. I dont want a heartbreak anymore.