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Friday, September 9, 2005


My hairs so silky today....
Hi all....

I watched Vampire Hunter D. It was cool, tho I hated the bitch called Leila. And it was sad that the vampire, Link whatever, losed hes beloved. Well. Thats how it goes.

It was really a sad movie. I watched it with my bro and he left just few minutes ago. He told me to say greets to everyone, and warn Neji and Eric that he will be back. Well hell sure he will. Hes so damn overprotective. Duhh...
Talking aboute Eric: 3rd week going and he STILL aint on. Im starting to get disappointed. Well. I will just waite. If Ender waited for 2 months I can do the same too. Heh Ender is a good rolemodel even tho hes younger than me.... Well. Tho Will is the best I will ever have *grin*

Now when Im thinking aboute it.... Even tho if my friends didnt trust me, why should I care? At least my ex bestfriend still does. Last night she textmessaged me that her family is a shit and that she writes poems (I know that. Like, 'We're not going to hell, we are already there' is by her too) and they are pretty depressive ones, but her familymembers read them. I mean c'mon even my mom doesent do that. She knows I hate it when she reads my poems or watches my drawings so she stays out of it. Well, may be because she hates them but hey shes my mom, she has to. Anyways she said that it feels like her family tries to make her cry. Now I started wondering: Why didnt he tell this to her other friends? Like Jenny, Juulia (Not meaning you, July) or Hanna? Their obivosly her better friends. Well.

Now now. I will have a friend that lasts forever, and thats my older sister. YES, Meet Adylia. We have secrets that others dont know, we have known eachother like forever, and all. So theres one that I can trust. *nod nod*

Now now. I have kinda losed my interest on drawing. Last night I didnt feel like drawing at all. Well, this happened before, I will make it. I will get the inspiration.

Anyways I gotta go. Its 10:19AM out here and Im hungry. Im gonna first drink that cup of coffee, then eat something, and then get a muffin. And maybe call my older sister later today, I dunno. Something. Then fix my poem and then..... Listen to 'Life Burns' by Apocalyptica all day. Yeah. Thats what Im gonna do. Take care guys.

"We break our enemies with fear, and
we've seen how the tears come around
We've built our confidence on wasteland
We've seen how the walls come down

Life burns

A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
All things must pass
One love is a crooked lie
The world lies in the hands of evil
We pray it would last

Life burns

We have no sympathy for the lost souls
we've chosen the path of disgrace
We give this life to our children
and teach them to hate this place

A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
All things must pass
One love is a crooked lie
The world lies in the hands of evil
We pray it would last
...."


And peoples, I never said your not my friends. It just starts to feel you guys dont trust me. Yeah, you think its no big deal if you leave me out this one time, but when you all do it.... Yeah. Im feeling left alone.
Ender - Im glad that you trust me. Really am. *hugs* Now. Good day.





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