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Birthday
• 1991-12-17
Location
• Finland. Unfortunately
Member Since
• 2004-11-20
Occupation
• Heavy Hippy
Real Name
• They call me Jay

Personal

Achievements
• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
Anime Fan Since
• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
Favorite Anime
• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
Goals
• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
Hobbies
• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
Talents
• Drawing, cooking, messing up

myOtaku.com: xSakurax

Saturday, August 13, 2005

My rankings 452. 2 to go peoples.
So hiya...
First of all Avi number 3 won. So Im just gonna keep this. Its cute. I think.

Just gess what Ive been listening whole morning? 'Would you love a monsterman' by Lordi. Yeah. Ever heard the band? If you havent you should. Yeah its very old song but it would suit me if it was monstergirl. Really.

Would you love a monstermand
Would you understand beauty of the beast
I would do it all for you
Would you do it all
Do it all for me?

As the chorus goes. Yup. And that made me think actually. I started thinking all the relationships I've been in and Christian has been the only one that has ever protected me for ones that bullied me or called me names or something. I remember when we was 5, few boys in our village were always bullying me. Everytime they did, Christian were there on my side. He never let anyone hurt me. Never. No-one else has done it to me. I dunno why it is does guys really think gals are strong enough to defend themselfs or what but Christian realized that we're not. Ironic, yeah, but those same guys who bullied me: One still hates me, one is like a kidbro to me (I actually call him my pet ^^) and that kiddos bro has a crush on me. Heh. Funny. But just wondering if someone might someday be like Christian and defend me?
You guys have seen my pictures. You know I have darkbrown to black hair, right? I dont really. I have blond. Yeah I've dyed my hair. First time little over a year ago. And almost year ago Christian died. Now you know why I keep it black. Christian loved it.
I know. Stupid to still remember someone whos already gone. But hey I got good memories to live with. At least Im not alone. I always got my memories, and Im still standing.
I had weird dream last night. First of all, I only slept 5 hours so yeah. Dream was that Eric thought I was cheating on him cuz some weird eyeglassed boy came and kissed me (That will never happen) I dont remember what happened but we made it up.
Now Im wondering aboute my parents. Do my dad like me more than my mom? Cuz when he saw my picture on my PC he said he wanted to make a wallpaper of it. Why doesent some nice guy say that to me?
And I saw a hottie movie. 'Romeo has to die' is cool ^^ Its not so romantic as the name says. Its actually cool. And I love those blacks and asians on it *Sigh* I got a fetish on that movie now.

Hey, my dear new bestfriend July realized what the sumbol in the drawings are. So July is one of the two to get a drawing from me. Im gonna draw a froggirl >_< Hee. Dont take that personal July Im a cow or a bat. So yeah.

Ummm I got something to say...... *thinks* OH YEAH!! I got 2 more pics to post ^.^ I mean fanarts. One is for Eric-kun. It wasnt first even meant to be but that Sakura looks so like me x_x Really. And hey, I got my first suggestion on art. A unnamed gal (Start wondering now) Asked me to draw her OC. Im drawing it right now but I dunno if its goin on so well. And A7S, I think Im gonna get the pic up like next year when I've finally learned to draw Melfina T____T I will NOT give goddamn up before I have learnt it!! I wont!! And I've finally found something peoples will remember when Im gone: My art. So Im not useful. I have something that peoples will remember me of. *nod nod* I gotta go now. I gonna go check DeviantArt. See ya.

And hey, Neji, you wanted me to smile? Watch the avatar or this:

=^_________^=

That smile has to do cuz I dont have smiley pics.... -_-;

And hey, ALL OF YOU!!! Now RUN and go check my art!! Run!! I have new up so go! GO! I said friggin GO!!!

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