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Friday, August 12, 2005

Hair, Hair, my black hair ^.^
Hello peoples

First of all, I need ur help. I have a prob with my avi, so you gotta help me. Vote: Which of these you want me to use.

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6.
I have now submitted all pictures I had to. So you can go check them if you like. A7S Im sorry I havent done the Melfina to you you just cant belive how hard it is to draw her T__T Its almost as hard as Kurogane, and I have been drawing Kurogane like 2 months and still cant draw him. But one day I will draw perfect goddamn Melfina....

So yeah. I was pretty depressed mood whole morning but Im good now. Last night I had a fight with totally unknown guy. He felled inlove with me in first hour we talked. I told him aboute Eric. He said I should dumb him if he doesent love or respect me. I told him that he does he just doesen have too much time for me. He said he would have. I told him he doesent care aboute me or love me. He doesent because he doesent know me. He said that I make him sad because I dont give him a change to know me. Yes. I dont cuz Im gonna leave. He told me hes gonna leave with me. I said no. No because Im gonna leave alone.

Peoples, everyone at our school hates me. But unknown peoples totally love me. Its a curse, I mean almost every guy that even talks to me likes me. And I didnt say all big part of you are just friends but just meaning that many guys do. Why is that? Im not so wonderful. Im not so greate and nice. Thos guys dont know me. And last night made me wonder. Like 10 guys txt messaged me again. 9 of then wanted to screw me. I get those messages cuz TaiChi is givin m number to evryone but anyways.... I really started wondering if there is a normal guy with feelings? Every guy I meet are either idiots who wanna screw me or then their like gays. Their crying all the time or then their touching you all the time. This also made me wonder are only finnish guys like this? When I think aboute it, Christian is the same. Sure, I have seen him crying few times, against my shoulder and Im happy that he trusted me enough to do it, but he always had a smile on hes face. Even if he wasnt happy. He was emotionless too. This is where goes the line between him and Eric, and I get it now. Eric is more..... alive than he is. Was. Scuse me. I wish Christian doesent see this where ever hes soul is right now. But, I also thought that I dont know Eric. I never will know what goes on on hes head and I will always wonder.
Christian smiled. Always. But only in hes last minutes of living he really smiled. It wasnt just fake. I remember. I always will remember. Before, I used to want to revenge peoples. Everyone to suffer as I did. But I realized that no-one but me deserves it. I've done bad things you peoples dont even know, and I will take this as punishment. The blood in my memories. The smell. The red. Christian.

Im wondering too much.

Well anyways, as I said yesterday, if you find a symbol from all my drawings, you get a picture. if you find another symbol from the ones that dont have the first, you will get one too. Only first ones will. PM me or then just comment. Well anyways. Good day.

Hey, Grinner, as of my gangwar manga: I have 10 pages of it. Chiyu walks in with her friend July ( ^^;) and July has a shirt with a butterfly in it, and a hat with frogeyes in it. Chiyu has a pink shirt that says 'Im a PussyCat' and theres 4 ribbons on it. And she sobs. She also bought guys hats: Yukis is a Jellyfish, Daisukes is a mouse, Takenagas is a pig and Chons is a giraffe ^^ plus Hakus is a duck and Cohens is a sheep as you suggested. And Cohen had stress of what hes gonna wear ^^ He wondered if Chiyu will like hes shirt. She did. He blushed ^^

And hey: Some idiot is gonna come here to check me. Hes 27. I hitted him. As hard as I could and my fist hurts. WHAT!?! Never say anything bad aboute Eric-kun or you will get a freakin black eye!! Yeah well.

And yea, I dyed my hair again.
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