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Wednesday, July 13, 2005


*cough* Im gonna get a goddamn flu!
Well, first of all, didnt sleep at the whole goddamn night. I spent 6 hours staring at the roof and wondering if I could fell asleep. I didnt. I decided to get up.
My vbest friend was on a train and she was awake too, so we chatted on a phone. Well. I locked myself out. -_-;;; Yeah I know stupid. I just didnty realize that the door was gonna go lock again. And I couldt find the key anymore. And my best friend laughed. *sob* Poor me....
Anyways....
She did the nicest thing ever: SHe bought me Naruto vol3!!!! ^_____^ YAAAAY!!!! They dont even sell cool mangas like Naruto at finland so I was so goddamn cheerful and she was even more I mean I was hyper 'cuz of it, and she kept saying shes so happy that she got to buy it for me.
Wow. No-one ever really have been that nice to me.
She was gonna buy me NGE, but it was in sweden so it was no. I suck at sweden tho they teach it to us at school.... -_-;; Jag hatar svenska. She was also gonna buy two Inu-Yashas, but when I heard theres Naruto: SCREW Inu-Yasha, Naruto rules over it.
Well, we got to fish with my friend. at the first time, I refused to go to the boat. I just standed at the beach - and just enjoyed the wind. Then it started raining. You cant just belive how good it felt. Freedom. Once in my life I felt like I was free, tho, I felt sad. I just cant belive how peoples treat this earth. Destroying it.
Well, second time, I got on the boat. Took few pictures of the plants. Well. It started raining. We were all wet, and she had to start playing and splash water on me. Tho she didnt mean it. But it werent fun at all anyways.... -_-; And my cellphone broke. I mean it works but I cant call with it because theres troubles with the voice.....
Well, as for now, Im at the comp. My and Lokis bros relationship is a bit warmer, he said that if I dont want him to stay, he has to go with Loki, and he loved this place so he doesent want to.
I cant excplaine it to you peoples, someones may understand someones dont, but as I told him: "Since the day those red eyes told me that Im evil and theres nothing to do for it, I've tried to help people and search for my place here. I want you to stay. With pleasure"
And my best friend finally understands why I dont want to stay. And we found reasons why my moms an ass:
1.She doesent trust me
2.She calls me names
3.She doesent respect anything thats important to me
4.Shes a racist
5.She doesent respect me
6.She doesent notice how stupid and childish she really is (My friend said that, not me....)
7.She talks bad things aboute me behind my back (true)
8.She tells my seacrets to everyone
9.Shes everythin she shouldnt be.
10.shes not sorry to anyone
plus one I noticed
11.Shes homophobe.
Its sad. 'cuz Im a Bi. Huh I wonder what she may say when she finds out.
*sigh* Anyways, it werent so good day after all. My mom started yelling at me from the early morning that Im just like Sanna (girl who caused MUCH trouble, were awake all nights and all kinda shit) and things. Well I dont care, shes a bitch, she does that always, sometimes slaps me but ya know thats my life. Oh yeah I havent told she beats me? Heh yeah well now you know.
Oh anyways. Im happy I got a new friend from Lokis bro. Oh I just heard that Lauren, hes 'cousin' was inlove with Loki. Thats why she lied aboute him. Patethic.

Well. Take care.

Let the Great Sister Moon protect you.....
(I took that myself O_o)





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