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• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Again, a night without any sleep
Yeah, I cried whole damn night.
Im not going to tell the reasons, because it would lead me and the persons into trouble. Cant belive Im thinking aboute their best.....
Only thing I got to say is Im afraid to fell inlove. Humph. And second thing, Looks and age are everything that matters in relationships. Huh.
I so feel to reviel who is the person who made me cry, but I wont.
At the morning, I woke up late, cause I slept only few hours (Hey, you cant cry and sleep at the same time!) But I just couldnt get up.... I just layd there like three hours, then got up 'cause my best friend called. After that, I went to bed again. And cried. This week, I have cried more than in 10 years.
Now: Lyrics of one song that says it better than any other.
Him - Funeral Of Hearts Lyrics
Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom
The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
She was the sun shining upon
The tomb of your hopes
And dreams so frail
He was the moon painting you
With its glow so vulnerable and pale
Love's the funeral of hearts...
She was the wind carrying in
All the troubles and fears
He for years tried to forget
He was the fire restless and wild
And you were like a moth to the flame
Be ready to beyond the undivine prayer to God
As deaf and blind
The last night's souls on fire
Three little words and the question: why?
Love's the funeral of hearts...
Yeah, go on, shot me in the head. I cant friggin live like this.
*breaths deep* Never fell inlove again, Never fell inlove again, NEVER fell inlove again.....
This happens with everyone. C'mon guys stop felling inlove with me so I dont get attached with you. Im still crying, you know. And I think my eyes are gonna soon pop out, or then I just start to cry blood..... Huh.....
Its just my life.
"Go on, just beat me if you want. I cant feel you anymore."
Oh yeah, Telk27, you'd better stay alive now. I live for the hug I owe to you now. Huh.
Just wanna hit my head on the wall so hard that I will damn sure die....
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