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Sunday, June 5, 2005


*sigh*
Once again, I dunno what to feel.

Many of you doesent know my past - only the ones who have been my friends from the start. Guys like AD, and I want to thank all of you for being my friends. Thank you.
Now.... I have been fighting with very many friends of mine, so the depression wants to take over me. My parents suck, they keep telling me how my grades suck and I look like a freak etc.... I saw only two friends of mine in the last day of school and Juho was drunk last night, and here, at moms restaurant, was one guy who beated hes wife so much she got into a hospital, so I had to stay up at 2 o'clock at ight and waite him to leave to get home. And now, I have slept like 6 hours. Well. Its better than the night at my best friends. I slept in the floor, only a blanket with me. No pillow or anything. Besides I havent slept at all in four days so.... 6 hours is a heaven to me.
Well. I dunno really what keeps me away from depress. Juho had fun last night, he was with some Joni guy, hes something like 18 years old, and hes girlfriend Miira. Miira were in our school too. She always looked mean and looked down on me. But she was really pretty, and shes a goth too. So is Joni. I know him 'cause I once saw him at the city when I, Juho and my best friend were at the city, and hes older brother of one of my best friends classmates.
Well, I got to know which classes I have next year: Cookering, Special Arts class, Espressive Talents class (Whats THAT supposed to mean!?) and Decimal system class (...What...?) Well I know who are gonna be with me in those classes, and in Cookering, is my best friends Classmate Teemu; Hes the one who is Jonis kidbro, and hes Juhos friend too. Now I CANT leave Juho without becoming beated. Duh.
In Decimal system class Im with my best friend. Yay, Im not alone..... and in Espressive Talents class Im with my classmates Heidi, Sara and Erika. Oh yeah, and Sanna. From my best friends class, Im with Tapio (NOOOO hes old classmate of mine ;_; This cant happen)
Well. Thats all for now. Oh yeah, I found a cute pic: Everyone who have played BOF3 (Breath of Fire 3) knows who they are, but for the ones who dont, the catguy is Rei and Honeybunny is Momo.


Cute, neh?

Well have a nice day....


OH YEAH! I submitted two new pieces of art. Its sucks bad but oh well I dont care ^^



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