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Friday, May 6, 2005


Blood....
Im starting to see red.... bloodred....

You know, even my friends tell me my eyes have changed. And its because anger. My eyes are full of anger. Today I almost grabbed the knife and cutted my moms throat open... She started fucking with me aboute cleaning. You guys know I draw much - well I tried today, and it made me feel so free once again.... Mom told me to clean up, well I did, and there was only my papers in the table and she started to yell at me like crazy of the papers like 'Why do you always mess!?!' and just a minute ago, I heard when she told to her friend 'A girl at her age. She has to learn how to work' C'MON!! *breaths deep* I wanna live.... I wanna live.... I just wanna live, as Good Charlotte sings....

Then, Juho, my boyfriend...
Hes at the city every night, getting himself drunk with hes friends. No matter how or when or where, but he always have hes parents premission to go anywhere he wants. Well, Now when I FINALLY had time to go to the city with him, then nooooo hes getting all kinda reasons why he cant come that Damn - fucking - LOSER!! ARRRGH I hate guys like that!! Thats just so annoying, every time he was supposed to come at our place or in the city with me he has something else to do! Isnt that a little clear thing!?

*sigh* To little nicer things. Yesterday, I saw reeeeally hot movie. There was only black and asian guys! =^___^= EEEE How hot is that!? I mean gosh!! Besides one fo those blacks he had so cute eyes and B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L voice and then those Asians EE!! JUST EEEE!! They were so damn HOT!! I wanna see the movie again. and again. and AGAIN! ^^ Tee hee.

Quiz I took:

My japanese name is 遠藤 Endoh (distant wisteria) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations).
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Okay well I gotta go. Im gonna rip my moms head off, paint word 'PAIN' in the wall and laugh my head off. Kidding kidding. Oh well. See ya.

Oh yeah, and.... The broken heart, Im sorry if I made you angry....



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