Saturday, December 31, 2005

   Yay!
Hannah helped me with piccys so there will be tons more to come....this is K-san from Gravi behold his hottness! YAY gravi OVA........PAnts
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Hello every one. I'm sad I lost one of my poems that i was going to post but that's ok. how was everyone's christmahanakwanzika? My was pretty good. I got a bike two diamond necklaces some pajama';s NErvana's Nevermind Cd and a NIghtmere B4 Christmas shirt from one of my friends and other random stuff. OH! I got 3 anime dvds too! Chobits vol.1 The new gravitation OVA and vol1 of .Hack//SIGN and the soundtrack for .Hack//Sign too ^.^ well I bid you all far well Merry come and Merry leave.
Koi,
Angela, Mar-kun, Sei-kun,Yuro-sama and Mark-kun ^.^
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Thursday, December 1, 2005

A poem
Well my life is meaning less and I don''t have a clue on what to type here since i haven't posted in 4 ever so i'll give you guys a depressing poem
Red, crimson, blood, that's all I see
Death, betrayal, lust, that's all that will be
You people and your harmony
It's sickening, is that all you need?
Teens getting wasted then having a baby
Those are the same hypocrites who yell at me

Trying to run away, I find my true self
The pain, the heartache and all the rest of me
Never truely knowing what's best
but not trying to fit in with all the rest

No one tried to help,
even though they said they did
so here I sit cutting my wrist
I wanna die, I wanna excape
but that wouldn't fix anyone's pain
....but my own, and no one wants that

I don't like to hurt others,
but i find i do that often
long have I waited the day
for my heart to soften
for once upon at time
everything was okay
no one hated and no one
dated, but that time is long
gone

I wish I could go back
and corrected those wrongs
I and others did
but we all know wishes don't come
true
not for me at least, maybe you

but I plan to keep all those horrible memories
intact, without them i wouldn't be able to move on
nor correct my mistakes and
prevent them for happening
again to another person
so I hold fast to all those painful memories
and heartaches that brought blood and tears
my only hope are those memories
so I tell myself
hold on....don't let go..
not yet......
not long after this poem i began cutting myself again....i'll post another later about losing memories
::Marik carries me off into oblivion::
ps SALTED NUTS!!!!!!!


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Sunday, August 28, 2005

   wow
It has been a super long time since i have been online and a whole lot of things have happened. For exaple I dyed my hair red with black underneath then i dyed it purple which it currently stands. Um..I got a new school, TSA (toledo school for the arts) It's sooo fricken sweet there! Instead of ringing a bell between classes they play music from audioslave, stained, evenesscence, blackeyedpeas, and so much more! And the teachers are fricken sweet too! Lime my english teacher is like a hippy with a goth personality! Cool huh? OH and for anime updates well I got up to vol.9 of Gravitation, volume 9 of fruits basket and the volume 3 dvd, vols. 1&2 of Legal Drug and yeah I think thats it...yeah. OH! And I got my preppy friend Liz into Anime and manga she borrowed volume 1234 of DNAngel from me and volume one of fruits basket. Well srry about that last post we were at slotzski's deli and i was using the comps. there so yeah i had to leave when my food was done. Well thassall for now see ya! Peace, love, and padded walls! Sayanara!
Koi,
Angela
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

   srry for the delay
hi everyone!! It's so great to be back (even if it is until my sandwich is done at slotskis deli) I have been grounded from the internet for more than four monthes now.....-.- Life's a drag as usual, good news thogh, Marik
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Friday, May 13, 2005

   confused ..maybe
well I haven't ran away yet but I'm planning to after school's out..so yeah. Sadly I'm still in consilling and I can't go back to school if I don't do it U.U' :sigh: But for those of you who don't know I got suspened for 4 days because one of the teachers took my story that was about 2 gay guys and had not 1 but 2 lemons in it and read it so ...yeah. They were even thinking about expeling me >.< FREEDOM of SPEECH PEOPLE! well thass all please put in oyur comments
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   wahhahahah
I have a brilliant idea! my friend Laina is no longer allowed to be my friend according to my mom so we're going to meet up at the mill on fridays. I feel really smart now ^.^ and I'm really happy I get to see her. Oh and FYI we might be running away together because we hate our lives and i want ot get away so if you guys could give me one good reason not to tell me now, Sayanara

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

this is for you jack

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Friday, March 11, 2005

Poem about Satoshi
Heres a little poem I wrote about Satoshi from DNAngel

Look in these blue eyes
what do you see?
everything I love dies
so why can't you let me be
In thses blue eyes is sorrow
nothing stays the same
and hopefully I can go on until tomarrow
were there will be sunshine in the rain
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Thursday, February 24, 2005

   my love
yay I just got volume 1 and 4 of gravitation and i just love it! yay! and i figured out how to put pics up yay! any one else who loves shoune-ai or yaoi should talk to me! ^.^ I'm obsessed! well that's all for now byeness
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