Monday, January 10, 2005

   What a long day today was!The day just seemed to drag on and on.I am so stressed.I ahve like 3 yests tomorrow!Im going to die tomorrow because of these things.I nearly fell asleep in world history but then i thought that if i had mr panicola would ahve shot me with his stupid NAPINATOR of Ra.- -.French was also long.ONe of the longest classes besides math.After school went to doubles like always.We are officially regulars there now.The ppl there all know us.We go there to study but we never do study.We just sit there, eat, and laugh about the sillyest things.*sigh*.Must finish studying....Ja ne!
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   What a weekend..It came quickly and left quickly.*sigh*.Now another whole week of school to do....Oml i was walking in my house last night and i turn on the light and i see this cockroach scurry up the wall and into my computer room.I was in shock i didnt even move.O.o.So now its stuck in here unles someone kills it.gahhh...Time for school...
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

   This week has gone by soo fast!.IT still feels like Tuesday or something!.Tomorrows friday!!!!^ ^.I mus go purse shopping again because the little thing to open it with has popped off so its hard for me to open it now.Plus i think i need a little bit bigger purse to fit all my stuff.Sometimes i carry other ppls cell-tell which is fine by me but i need more space.I dont know what to do this weekend>.<.*sigh*....All of this week i've been going to bed at like 1 or 130 in the morning.How very tiring in the mornings...Especially in school when ur trying to concentrate but the teacher has a boring lecture on the history of a quote that u cant help but shut ur eyes....lolwell must run now to other things.....
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Monday, January 3, 2005

   What a bad day to go to school..I was so tired in my first period class i nearly fell asleep.We got a new student in that class.HIs name is "Dolla" well its his nick name.Everyone but me.i thought it was kinda rude.Then in journalism i had to listne to my teacher lecture us about photoshop and stuff.How boring..- -.In foruth period we finally got a new seating arrangement.I nearly screamed in joy.BUt the downside of it was that the we got to pick our seats when he called out ur name from our exam grades.starting with the highest and the to the lowest.Needless to say i was close to last.The during lunch i was wlaking with my friends until it was time for me to leave.I was talking with andera about her new cd player thing and i THOUGHT luis was talking to herr or w.e but no right in the middle of my sentence he grabs my sides does that thing he does which made me scream so loud.We thought Mr.Garr might come out and yell at us.God i nearly had a stroke.I was so happy to get home today from a long day....
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Saturday, January 1, 2005

   I found this deep poem that was...wow:
Beautiful
by Magic
He is beautiful, so very beautiful
Just like a winter's shining landscape,
As delicate as the petals of a daisy,
And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue

His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea
Everything about him is so very precious,
More precious than all the gems in the world
His sole is the essence of the sky and earth,
His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode
His smile is the smile of lost innocence.

Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart.
A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind,
A mind with as many roads as the world has.
I look at him and I see a pure truth,
Like looking at a clear night sky,
Millions of stars twinkle within him.

He is beauty as I defined it,
He is perfect, his imperfections make him so.
He is my best friend, and I love him,
I love him although, not because.

And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty
If only I can hold his beauty within me,
For he is everything in this world,
And I have found a world in him.


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   happy New Year ppl!Hopefully this year will be alot better than last year.I hope some ppl find the love they wanted/needed.Maybe this year i'll find someone.Along with Rinoa,Cubana...Tonight i must travel over to my sisters place in St.petersburg.- -''.Not really looking forward to that but i ahve too.School starts on MOmday,which i am not ready for at all.Mr.man is supposed to come back tomorrow at some time.Not really sure.I was hoping to see him but i guess not.i have decided to get back on my art.I bought this really cool book about art technique,which was 50% off.^ ^.I also bought a sketchbook and some charcoal,graphite, and an eraser to start off with.I dont know why i stopped my art.oh yeah i let other things get in my way and distract me.Thats one of the things im not going to let him happen this year.Or something like that.I wont let one of my friends be all i talk about and all i do stuff with when others want me to hang out with them.And also to think before i speak, and i will try to be good to my parents.Lets see how long these things pass.Most importantly i will ahve fun,life is to short to waste...
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

   I went to the mall today.Twas fun.I went with the gang.Though i had to take jhordan with me.- -'.*sigh*.I bought the sugarcult cd and a sugarcult shirt form hot topic.I wish it was black...ughh.Kaileys mom made her by a purse.lmao.Thats a first.After that i walked over to kalieys house so she could burn some my cds and so she could make me a taking back sunday cd.^ ^.Which i luv.I also learned that i have school on MONDAY!I thought we had on school on like wednesday or something.What a short winter break.Can't wait till i get my extra special gift possibly tomorrow..^ ^
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   gahhh...My stupid computer being bad to me..I had to erase the whole first part of my site so i could fix and now the site wehre i get all the stuff is down..:(...ugh..*sigh*This weekend i guess im going to St.petersburg.We are leaving saturday night....Which is also the day i get my extra special present..^.^
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Monday, December 27, 2004

   what a boring day..all day i had a headache.- -.*sigh*.This morning i went to bed at 3am and only got a few hours of sleep becuz my sister cant answer the damn phone herself.gahhh.JHordan is coming tomorrow night.I promised jhordan luis would be here to do stuff with him but he's not...So this turn of events totally messes up my plans.today i was supposed to watch"King Arthur" with k and jerr but k got sick so we didnt do it.
laters
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

   Happy Christmas!!!!!Even though its christmas day and everyone expects me to be happy and joyous..well im not..i dont know why...
What a dark and gloomy day...:(
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