Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Delirious
"..My body gets so weak I can hardly stand.
My tempture's runnin' hot..."

-Prince

Actually I've been feeling quite ill and drained for the last two days. I'm doing better since I slept most the entire day. I am angry at myself because i meant to go to school today, but I least I got some sleep. I'll be going in tomorrow, even if they have to push a coffin around school... er maybe not then.

That's probaly to insensitive and people will get upset seeing a coffin in the room. Heh oh well, trust me I won't be lyin' in any coffin anytime soon. Unless it's during the times when I sleep ^_~.
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Shades of Grey
"Shades of grey wherever I go,
The more I find out, the less that I know,
There ain't no rainbow, shining on me,
Shades of grey are the colors I see."

-Billy Joel

THings do look pretty bad from here. I feel like I've woken up from a dream I've been having for a long time to find out that while I was sleeping a black widow has wrapped me in her web and has been draining my life/soul from me. I don't feel sad that I've lost this false reality, nor am I shocked that that the illsion wasn't real. I'm merely bewildered why such a beautiful creature would do such a thing. The very thing I had sworn my undying love for was really killing me, and now that I've finally woken from my slumber I find that it is to late to recover fully. Heh, I'm barely surviving as it is.

Still I can not kill the spider, but I know now not to trust her. I know how easy it is to live a lie, so in the future I hope to spot other faux animals before they too lead me down to my near demise..
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   Shhhhheeeeeee'sssssss backkk!!!
Yoohoo! Finally I've figured out my password. It's amazing how long you can lose contact with people when you forget one simple word. Well anyway I'll try harder to keep this updated and I defentally will try to remember my password this time!
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   Troubles in Paridise
You know when you're in love with someone... and they do everything to piss you off. Maybe it's just where I'm at right now.

Alright let's hit a recap, shall we? I'd do anything for this person, and the person acts like he loves me... when we're alone... only. In public, (and honestly half the time when we're not) he is harsh and creul beyond belif to me, more then any of our friends. Yet I stay, hoping one day he'll wake up and smell the coffee.

I know this is the sign of the classic "abused woman" that stays with "her man" but it's ironic that the more he drives me crazy... almost to the point where I want to say, "That's it, loser, it's over. There's no going back this time, doll." I fall right back in love with him when he acts nice. I even pat myself on the back and smile because I stuck with him.

Now the question is, what should I do? Break it up? Which is really painful... unless I get lucky and have a series of him being the up most, for a better replacement of wording for this post, creep he tends to be... Or stick with it and hope he finally understands how much I'd change for him that the very least he could do is change a bit for me?
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   Finaly!
I finaly found my fav. video game song again ^_^ It was actually harder then it sounds..
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Monday, January 17, 2005

   The day is ending... yet still, here I am...
I don't tend to write much online. I like to keep pretending the books I write will someday become movies or actual novels that people will look at and say, "Hey, that's a good book" or, "That was a good movie!" Prehaps one day that will happen, or maybe it won't. ::shrugs:: can't shoot a person for dreamin'... right?
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Monday, January 10, 2005

   Test!
This is just a test to see what turns out...but I am sure that it'll look awesome!

Meow! :D
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