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• 1985-12-17
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• 2003-09-24
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• United States Marine
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• Ryan Grundy

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• USMC Recruit Training, Small Arms Tech school
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myOtaku.com: Vegitto4

Monday, March 15, 2004

Ultimate Sadness
Last night I recieved news of something that will possibly keep me depressed for quite sometime. I will not reveal a complete version here, as this information is to not go public for quite sometime.

I was lied to for a great deal of time. Any of you that have read these journals, or know me personally, or from the boards even, know that I despise being lied to. I think it's one of the most vile wretched things on this earth. I had fooled myself into believing that things would end up being ok, even though they wont be. I am prepared for this depression to set in. I will survive, and work through it. It made me furious though.

The one thing in this universe that I Truly Loved with all my being, had lied to me for an over-abundant amount of time. It struck a wound so deep that it will take years for a scab to form. Of course, so did the other bit of information that I can not reveal yet either.

My right hand is in pain. I tried to demolish my closet door with my fist, and only succeeded in bruising the bones in my fingers, and tearing up my knuckles.

I hope I wont have to do that to anybody in this life.

Kelsey Amitra Ranson. I Love You With All My Being. I hope that what has happened will continue to make you happy for all eternity.
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