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Wednesday, January 16, 2008


   I'm my own enemy
Well lets say I had a freaking crappy day. Oh and the person is a girl who's spreading the rumors and a b**chy one at that. -_- Anyway yeah I have a science project to do. Yeah it's alright but my partner wasn't helping or giving me any help. So I had to do the darn thing myself. Atleast one of my friends gave me an idea. I was happy. But had to go to the store in the freezing cold. And buy poster board. So atleast my friend was there to help me. And my partner was so quiet. He wouldn't even say anything to me. Also I wanted to partner up with a friend but that stupid b*tch did. I was like. But you said you would partner up with me. And he's like sorry you can partner up with him. >_<

This is a very bad side of me. I didn't mean to show this side but I got pissed off. I really hate her. And I was kinda pissed at him and almost ignored him during lunch. But I really feel bad about that. I feel like that I turned into her. I'm nothing like her. Maybe jeliousy has taken over. I know that I'm not perfect. I'm way far from perfect. Actually I don't think that there is such thing as perfect. I just don't want to turn up like her. Though I do have a confession to make is that I have alot of hate in my heart and that something inside me has half way taken over. Half dark half light. I guess thats what I am. Though today I don't think I was myself especially around that person. I'll try to hold back that feeling when she's around. I don't want to hurt any of my friends. But I know what I want to say when she comes up and says something to her face. That I hate her. I really want to say that to her. But I'm just going to ignor her and let her come to me. Then when that day comes that's when I will tell her.
Here's an AMV of Gaara It kinda goes perfect with the post.

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