Wednesday, November 17, 2004

   Christmas Blues
I am getting into my Christmas mood again. I hate Christmas and all the trimmings. I have since I was tweleve and Dad kinda shattered it for me. Ever since then I have been on my own for Christmas and I hate that. I mean, there has been one Christmas that hasn't been too bad since, but other than that . . .

And then there was a couple of Christmases ago when I almost commited suicide. That was fun. Ever since Christmas has sucked in a more than major way. And this year I am truly dreading it. I don't want any Christmas b/c I hve this horrible feeling that it won't last and that everything will go wrong like it has for soo long. It's like my birthday. It sucks too. I have had bad borthday sfor as long as I have had bad Christmases. This year was the first one in which I truly enjoyed myself in a long while.

Maybe I am just really pessimistic or maybe I am cynical, though both tend to come in a package set. I need an uplifting Christmas. I want to go out and do things and have a real Christmas, not just a day where we hang out but an eventful month. I miss that. That, not all the trimming were Christmas for me. Now Christmas has become a day to curl up in bed and ignore the rest of the world.

God, I am more depressed now than I was.




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Sunday, November 14, 2004

   Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
I had this idea taht everyday I am going to marry someone different. Today is Jason Marsden. He's the guy that did the voice of Tino Tonitini from The Weekenders and the voice of Haku from Spirited Away. He does a lot of voice acting. If you wanna marry someone got to the little site and regester adn you'll be all set.


Other thatn that I have no new to report. Ciao!

Certificate of Marriage This is to certify that Deeyana de la Rosas and Jason Marsden Were united in Marriage on the 15th day of November 2004

MYFC

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

   I am ME!
Today I feel rested.




Ypu. It is true I have done nothing all day long. I didn't do half of the things (like finish a paper that was due last Tuesday) that I needed to do. Not like I particularly care, but hey, I'm supposed to be managing my life here and right now I wish someone else would. Oh, and I am going to set up my schedule next week. Wish me luck!



And to a special someone:



You probably don't know who you are and if you do *pats you on head* good puppy.

Certificate of Marriage This is to certify that Deeyana de la Rosas and Gambit/Remy Were united in Marriage on the 14th day of November 2004

MYFC

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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   Lfe is a Barrel of shit
I am bored shitless.
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Monday, November 8, 2004

Hmmmm . . . . . . .
Well, that last post was, ummmm . . . interesting to say the least. What in the hell was going through my mind then?
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Sunday, November 7, 2004

   The two voices in my head
I am hungry. I should eat someting.

Food is Satan. Don't touch. You should fast for the day. It'd do you some good.

No. Fasting is not good for the system. Not unless you've worked up to it.

Ha! You're an idiot! Anorexics have the right idea. No food=No fat.

Yes, but malnutrition isn't good for me either.

You'd rather be thin than healthy.

No.

Yes, don't argue with me. You know I'm right and that's the only reason you're argueing with me now.

Shut up, shut up, shut up!

No.

Yes!

I don't have to listen to you!

Yes you do. I am what keeps you from doing all of those little indulgances.

Yes and what keeps me from being happy.

Happiness is for the weak.

I am weak!

Too bad!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
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Saturday, November 6, 2004

Waste your time!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression [of me]?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. What song are you listening to right now?
17. Do you love me?

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Thursday, November 4, 2004

   I FEEL . . . . .
Went and saw THE GRUDGE last night. It was okay. Nothing that'd I'd pay to go and see again. But it was only a dollar. But the setting was cool: Japan. If nothing else I loved seeing the setting.

Other than that there's not much going on at the moment except for the first draft of a paper I haven't started being due on Tuesday. No stress there. Nope.

One last thing before I head back to the mother-ship to start digging that early grave:
I apologize if I haven't had to time to post comments on anyone's otaku. I have a lot on my plate right now and I think that I might fail English. But no big.
Speaking of plates I think that it's about time I ate something for dinner. last thing I had was a big bowl of delicious chicken and dumplings that t-chan's mamaw made and that was around noon. Well, adios and goodnight!
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Monday, November 1, 2004

   Just a bunch of crap

You are... Numbuh Five! She's the stealthy spy of
the team, and possibly the only one with any
common sense apart from Numbuh One. She is
often the one who comes up with schemes to get
her and her fellow teammates out of trouble.
Her weakness is her hat, and she will go to any
lengths to get it back. This ends up
endangering the team on many occasions.


Which Main Character from Codename: Kids Next Door are you?
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YES!


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   Nothing at All

Another Word Association Survey
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What word do you think of first?
Dog:	cat
Cat:	meow
Penguin:	arctic
Root Beer:	float
Yellow:	sun
Cat in the Hat:	book
Massachusetts:	boston
California:	sun
Green:	tree
CD's:	music
Dixie Chicks:	blah
Gay:	fun
Glitter:	sparkley
President Bush:	oldness
Driving:	liscense
Love:	heart
Light:	white
Pink:	pink
Water:	swim
Candles:	light
the letters AUL:	all
me:	you
you:	you
your parents:	evil
poodles:	cuteness
Records:	cd's
Ties:	clay
Guitar:	string
Hate	love
Solfedge:	huh
Spanish:	language
England:	spain
Picnic:	grass
Ants:	hill
Spiders:	web
Purple:	robe
The letters FWWH:	blither
Raccoons:	bandits
Blue:	sky
Hello:	bye bye
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