Sunday, July 26, 2009

bleh
There's a damn song stuck in my head and I forgot what its called
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Saturday, July 25, 2009

ehhhh
For the first time in a while I don't feel like typing some new shit down. I'm under a little bit of stress cuz idk how to work things out one thing at a time. Haha but it'll be easy when the time comes.
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Thursday, July 23, 2009

waterfall
My eyes are closed...
The water is falling all around me.
It's cold....
I open my eyes slowly.
I notice that the gentle morning colors make evereything look blue.
My pressure is low and I'm relaxed.
My lips are turning purple from the water's cold freezing kiss. My eyes gray and being washed away... I can't breathe as good.
Right then I dive down straight to the fall. Into the shallow water I fall.
Like a crystal glass I shatter but each shard with a beautiful gleam and glow before turning into sand.
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Saturday, June 20, 2009

broken
Today, today was a wonderful say... for me
I felt what it was to lie and how great it felt
I'm guilty of course but I refuse to feel bad.
In case you see me someday again just realize
Realize that I'm tired of listening to your pleas
I will not cheat on you and tell you I love you!
You're so pathetic my love
"Ow, the knife!" Sweetheart replace me love with cutting and tell me how happy that makes you!
"Dear, its harsh for me to stay"
The list of the hurt is filled and long has it been since you were enlisted.
I remember once again the kiss and the sin. The taste of cherry is wonderful.
"My dear. Please go and die where your mother lies"
Now I look at my hands now numb.. Not enough blood. Rage and more rage I feel but I laugh.
I'm not the person I thought I knew....
Depressed kisses never made me happy.
Try kissing happiness and you will know how great it really is.
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Thursday, June 18, 2009

Blind
Whatever you feel I'm sure you can see. As the heat beats your face with your eyes closed your mind is filled with fear, the world isn't worth to live in if you have a bad conscience. Everywhere you turn you'll see the devil following you.
Replace the light with the darkness and you will become strong.
The setbacks? You will be afraid to be the weakest one.
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Unwanted
You can't talk about things you don't have.
When you get then,
You wish you never did.
When its a memory you can't forget.
When its a bad thing and you stare away from the light you will noticed you're being watched. For how long? No one knows. But with targets known who are the hunters because prey can't live. On the other hand targets can kill.
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Sunday, June 14, 2009

Pain and Sadness
Everyone can write about it because its natural for everyone to feel. The problem is that there's not an exact measure except that for some a little is too much and that for the rest its and overdose. Death is a pleasant thing but not special in any way everything alive dies someday. I've come to realize that there's things the world never runs out of. Most of these things that are always there are nothing like happiness. As our world falls on the shoulders of the young we watch them break their backs and cripple the future of a better working world. We will be plagued by conflict within our hearts luckily only the patient survive. With patience comes knowledge and we can cease the plague that turns our worlds black.
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Thursday, June 11, 2009

Dear
Oh how happier things can be when we do the breaking and when we're not the broken. Quite deliberately we let them fall and shatter. We smile and only understand one side of the conflict. Your heart is shattered but now mine is too. I like the feeling though like the one you get when you go too far underwater. The pressure hurts your chest. I remember now back when I didn't understand how I broke you into a mess. You cleaned up the pieces off the ground though all by yourself you fixed your own heart.


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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Words
I feel in my mind so many words flowing down beating my thoughts in a waterfall. Each word creates water with pressure all inside hurting a concentrated area. I feel sick of this life. When every word flows inside and I find all of its different meanings but I can't stop... I get birthday cards from people that took my money but none from any friends of mine. Everything burns up and becomes nothing. Versions of my words will die anywhere and everywhere they stay. I'm sick of people telling me that they think the reason they're in this world is to take people's problems away but they're completely incorrect. The reason they came is to even out the problems that already exist. I can't wait until the day the population suffers a great decline I really can't. I hope I survive and if I don't after death I will still come back to take you with me.
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I slowly realize that you're gone...
I wake up after a tough day it was yesterday. Only then I find out that your gone without a doubt I feel like you're gone forever. It turns out I fell in love, I fell in love with everything that you do. Now you're gone and I have nothing to see or read or wonder of because you're gone. And now I slowly realize that you're gone... oh and I slowly wish that you were back to fill this greedy void in my heart. I don't want to keep thinking this... I don't want people to see me sad because I'm happy I'm dying fast. I'm happy I realize that I am to die happy. Smile. Lead goes to my head.
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