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Saturday, July 3, 2004
TODAY!!!!!
Saturday,july 3rd,2004
Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
I am so freaked now, i always knew that i would fall deeply in love and be very close with them, but never did i know the person would know me so well...no body ever really figired me out. but this one person knows me so well its scary..its as thought we're one mind, i have never introduce anyone to more than two of my family members and here kitty meets nerely all of my important family members....i mean its not a problem but it is a change, today i invited her to lunch but everything was crush and i was in a big jam.....my sis got really sick and my always drunk uncle came down by me so i had to try and keep her outside so i wont kill him.
everything just went so bad, well not everything i think she understands the way my family works...since i am the most hated in the family but yet still the one they depend on...ironic isn't it?...everyone is always at war down here and it was just bad planning....but hopefully monday she can come again and i could let her get to know my two close ppl my sis and her bf....when she touches me it feels like the world can end and i won't be harm...i actually feel like i have some purpose when most of my life i thought i was just a servant for ppl to walk over, and i have lived my life accepting that fact hoping i would somehow die, and one day i totally lost it, and thats why i am the hated way i am today.
I HATE MY FAMILY!!!! everything falls on me...i never asked for it....oh yeh but i am so important to them that they forget my happyness.
god sometimes i wish i could spend everyday with kitty cause all bad things go away when i am with her....i decided that she would be my last serious gf, if i ever lose her iw on't be me anymore...i would turn inside out and burst my rage against the world. hating everything and everyone...holding only my friends in my heart
but for now things are great, i have love, i have kitty...wha more can i ask for?
maybe freedom but that can wait.........i want to spend some more time with her.........i am thinking bout going out with her thursday...but then again she might be busy......hmm...i will see wats going on....on my other hand i gotta start back training in kendo cause i dont even remember th basics.....lol i wrote alot byeee
K+M forever
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