myOtaku.com: Twists Of Rain
Monday, November 3, 2008
The precondition to freedom is security. -Rand Beers
I actually got 5 comments =] Thanks everyone.
And to kinda clear things up about that kid sitting on me... He knew I was there, he wanted to wake me up, and I wasn't crushed to death... But almost XD
So, I'm like, really depressed. Did I mention in my post Sunday (yesterday) that I almost got in a car accident Friday night? No? Well, I fell asleep for 5 seconds, like I closed my eyes and they didn't open. But when they did I was about 6 feet away from a tree. So I pulled over (after slamming on my brakes) for about half an hour so I could shake it off. But this adds to why I'm depressed.
After a near death/critical injury expirence, you notice a lot fo things in life. Like, how you can't get everything you want and how hard times can get/are. So I was thinking how this Christmas and my birthday, I'm not going to be able to get a lot of things... And before I didn't really care how bad things were... I just wanted to get everything I wanted for Christmas. But now, I really just want to be with my family and have a good time.
I took advantage of the things I had, and used them to think of things I could get... But I can't get these things... Do you knwo what I mean? I dunno... It's weird. I just, really need to think stuff over.
Time- 3:27 pm