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Saturday, February 16, 2008


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
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King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

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Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Day: February 16th 2008
Time: 12:50 p.m.
Mood: Hungry///content
Song: Ein Lied - Rammstein

So yeah. I changed the layout. And no, I didnt make it. But it is so pretty and I don't have time to make one myself so I picked it. ^-^

Me and Randy are barely friends now. I don't know what I did wrong. He seems like he hates me. Mainly my voice. Did I hurt him that bad? I didn't mean too. I guess I should have called. But I'm not the smartest person. I really wish I would stop beating my self up over this. But I just can't. I don't know why. Maybe I really was completely in love with him. I don't know. I also think I'm losing Charles as a friend too. My life sucks. I can't even talk to either without remember how fucking stupid I am. I wish this stupid pain would go away. Its like the pain I still feel for my father. I just wish everything would just stop hurting me. I don't know why people always hurt me. I guess I'm just an easy target. I don't really know what to do anymore. I mean I am smoking like a fucking train and drugs actually sound good right now. But I can't do them if I want to get Zander back.

My house is so quiet without him here. And now I watch Sponge bob just to make me cry. Wow. I'm a horrible person. I guess I am addicted to pain. I guess I never realized it. But now I have. Maybe that is why I won't forget anything, because I need something to hurt myself with. God, I'm tired of all this shit. Oh and yes I did relapse. I am cutting again. Sometimes I am my worse enemy. Even though yesterday I wanted to kill myself, I didn't. Because I don't know what would happen to Justin if I did that right now. He is depending on me alot right now.

Oh well. I gotta go.

Peace.

~Kitty~

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Sunday, February 10, 2008


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Day: February 10, 2008
Time: 11:08 a.m.
Mood: Tired///depressed///Sorta Happy

So Charles is my BROTHER AGAIN!!!! YYYAAAYYY!!!!! He doesn't hate me anymore. *dances* Even though I cried on the phone alot while talking too him. I hope I didn't worry him. I don't wanna worry him.

Randy doesn't seem to wanna talk to me, but he told me to be "more positive" and thats what I'm gunna do.

My Goal is 15

Positive Things in my life:
1. Randy hasn't pushed me away.
2. Randy Still cares about me.
3. Charles is my B.F.F!!!!
4. Charles cares about me.
5. Alot of people on the internet care about me.
6. I still have Tigger.
7. My Grandpa isn't dead....yet.
8. Music hasn't been thrown out yet.
9. Zander is staying with me soon.
10. I can still feel.
11. I have pie. [ha ha char-char XP]
12. Um...My blanket is soft. [Running out of shit]
13.I still have my shiny Penny
14. YOU ARE READING THIS!
15. I am not drinking///or doing drugs.


YAY 15!!!!!!!!! I ran out of shit.lol

Anywayz.

I'll update again tomorrow.

Peace

Kitty

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Saturday, February 9, 2008


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Day: February 9, 2008
Time: 10:28 a.m.
Mood: Tired///Hungover slightly

So last night was my final night of drinking for awhile. I don't really want to quit, but I need too. I don't wanna completely kill my liver.

I haven't been sleeping lately. I can't seem to stay asleep longer than 4 hours. Its really been Fucking with me, and I don't know why. Maybe I just miss a few people too much. I don't really know. Or maybe its because Zander is gunna be staying with me for 2 weeks, starting next week. I guess when people told me I was a bad mother it really did affect me. I don't think I'm a bad mother. But everyone else does, and I don't really know why.

Anywayz. I should go eat or I'm gunna get sick again.

I'll try to update tomorrow too.

Peace.

Kitty.

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Thursday, January 31, 2008


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

THIS IS THE POST FOR:
1/30/08

Day: January 30, 2008
Time: 1:25 p.m.
Mood: Slightly in pain///Kinda Happy///Content///Depressed

So today is my birthday. YAY!!!! So far I have gotten; $20, $2, an ipod, $300 for itunes, a new charger, my computer taken in to get fixed and a Sudoku book.

So me and Charles, I think, are friends again. I'm wondering if we are gunna stay friends or if he is gunna end up ditching me again. It's kinda sad when your only friend is your ex. Even though Randy is like my best friend, he is the only person i have ever fallen completely in love with. I can already tell there may never be a "king char-char". He doesnt seem to like me that much anymore and I don't know why. i mean he was my best friend but then i disappeared for a month and a half and he and Randy both Kinda forgot about me. I still torture myself with that. Maybe i should stop thinking about Randy. I mean he is in love with another girl and he doesnt even want me anymore. I should go and remove all 7 of the tattoos with his name on them. I don't want too, but he doesn't want me and he probably never will.

Anywayz.
Changing the subject.

I'm getting my computer fixed and this time I wont drop it. Lol.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Lol. Sorry. So I like ice-cream /and/ Pumpkin Pie. I got to eat CHINESE FOOD for dinner. YAY!!!

My back hurts really bad. Tattooing this dragon was a mistake. I should have waited a few more months before doing that. I am getting it remove, because my doctor is making me. Good thing its just an outline.

Well...I'm off to kill the Wizard, The Horrible Wizard of Oz.

Peace

Kitty

P.s. I hate the movie the Wizard of Oz.

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Friday, January 25, 2008


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Time:5:00
Mood: Out of it/ Dead inside/ Pissed/ Depressed/ Tipsy
Song: Lies - Korn

I'm so tired of people "acting" likew they care and then ditch /or/ stop talking to me. I'm so fucking tired of people acting like they are my friend when they really aren't. People need to grow up and learn to stop fucking with me.

Anywayz, I'm going to get a dragon tattooed on my back and a phoenix tattooed on my ankle. I'm also getting my ears pierced 5 more times and my nose pierced. In 2 weeks, I'm getting a guitar on my left hip and my pre-existing Zombie tattoo modifed.

I wish I didnt drink so much. I got suspended and I gotta go to court. I got caught drink and smoking on campus. But it's not like I was trying not to get court. Maybe if somebody would actually call me and stop saying that they will and then not doing it. I could stop then, but that ain't gunna happen anytime soon.

My birthday is in less than 5 days. I can't wait, I am gunna get so wasted. Lol. but yeah I really want those tats and my new car. I'm dying my hair red and black. So it will be Blonde, Red, And Black. I want natural for about a month now, so I need some color. ^-^

I'm fixing my computer soon. So yay!!!!!!!!!

I'm gunna go.

Peace.

Kitty

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Day: Jan 23, 2008
Time: 5:30pm
Mood: Out of it

YAY! I GOTTA COMMENT! *dances* Lol. So yeah. Lately I have been getting ignored and it has been causing me to drink alittle....maybe alil more than alil. But still. Um yeah. I should go.

Peace.

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Friday, January 18, 2008


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Day: January 18, 2008
Time: 4:30
Mood: eh whatever

Ok, so I edited my site again.

I'll talk more later.

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Wednesday, January 2, 2008


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

So...I've been gone forever. And I really dont care right now. My life is shit and I'm actually not enjoying it for once. Wow...weird. I'm going to Cali and then gunna go to the art school I wanted to go to.

I am currently giving Zander up to his father for the next 2 years. Until I get my life under control. I figure it will be the best for him.

I feel horrible for screwing my life up, but I guess this is just what my mother would have enjoyed watching. I don't think I am that messed up about losing Randy anymore. Now I feel the worst for losing one of my best friends. I feel the worst about losing him as a friend...I guess I didnt realize how much I needed his friendship. I don't have any support or anyone to talk to about anything anymore. And by the way...I'm talking about my [ex] (sorta) best friend Charles. I got over Randy. I mean I know my feelings are still there for him, but he is happy with someone else and if he is happy, then I will give up on him and just bury my feelings.

I am realizing alot about myself. I gave up alcohol, but i still smoke. I'm done playing around. I'm not a child anymore and now I am gunna just grow up. Basically, I'm giving up on all of my childness. I have to let my past go. And if that means I have to force myself to grow up, then I will.

To anyone I have treated bad, or done anything to, I am so sorry.

Peace.

Kitty

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Ok, so I haven't really been here.

I've been either;
A) Doing homework.
B) Sick.
C) Asleep.
D) Painting.
OR
E) Fighting with people.

So yeah.

Sorry for my absents. I will probably disappear again. I got the flu and namonya [totally just spelled that wrong..oh well]. So yeah. I g2g.

Peace.

Kitty.

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Sunday, November 18, 2007


Warning: Expict Content! You have been warned....\

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Mood: Pissed/sad
Listening to: Some emo band
Wanting: My breakfeast.
Ok so shit like the picture I am going to put up sickens me AND makes me cry.




STOP THE ABUSE AND TORTURE!!!

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