Friday, February 29, 2008

Damn it
Soooo shouldn't have gone to school today. Feel worse than I did before.

And I remembered that my dad and little brother were going to Salt Lake when I saw their boarding passes. XD I was like "Why are there bags here...? What's this plane ticket for?" XD Gah, I'm forgetting everything. Plus, I just bought something on ebay, but my dad is the only one who knows our paypal account password and I need to pay it by tomorrow. Crap. Plus, the resetting your password takes FOREVER. O_O Hopefully if that doesn't work they'll be in Salt Lake by 9 or so anyway so I'll call him... :P

Have fun! STAY ALIVE AND HEALTHY PEOPLE!

Later!

~Tsubasa
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

   GAHHH
Well, today I didn't go to school since I feel like crap, and all my symptoms are coresponding with *drum roll*---- the FLU! D:< Greaaat. But, I STILL HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! And why do you ask? Blackboard, the online system we use to turn in homework, get homework, etc., is RARELY used by ANY of my teachers (only once and a while by my math and history teacher) so I don't have a clue what my homework is. Plus, I lost all the email addresses of my teachers so I can't email them for the homework. D: AND I don't have anyone's numbers to call them for homework (although I'd have to call like 3 people total. XD). ALSO, on my progress report in history she was complaining about how I miss too many of her classes (yeah, 3 in a quarter is HORRIBLE! =P)... Just great, great, great great great...

Oh, and that picture of Yoochun from my last post is from this MV by Magolpy (it's about a year old, but I really like it anyway...):

If you want a download link for this PM me. =D

It was her first MV, but she wasn't in it... I guess to build suspense for what she looked like, or something. Don't be fooled, that little kid IS NOT HER. XD Some people thought that... XD But, anyway, I STILL don't understand how she was able to get Yoochun, Heechul, Kim Jang Hoon, Park Joon Hyung of G.O.D., Kangin, and Shin Dong in just her DEBUT MV. XD

Got to go read some books to say that I did try to do homework. XD Have fun!

Later!

~Tsubasa
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Monday, February 25, 2008

Itty bitty post
Weeeeeeeell, anyway, I asked my P.E. class friends what they thought about Yoochun (showed them the picture again) and they said he was just "Okay looking". WTF?!

Don't worry Yoochun, not all stupid white girls think you're just okay. ;D



Time for homework!

Later!

~Tsubasa
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Sunday, February 24, 2008

My little rant about... smokers.
This isn't to call out any smokers here on myO, my own dad is in fact a smoker, but to bring about maybe a little change. Smokers are encouraged to read.

Everyday across the world there is at least 100 people who are making those around them feel uncomfortable by just smoking. I am one of those who is uncomfortable. Mainly because everytime I smell--or even get a little whiff of cigarette smoke--I start coughing. My throat closes up and I can't breathe. Then I think about how the cigarette smoke is actually one of the worst parts of the cigarette--poisonous gas. I medically have no allergy to cigarette smoke, but I have almost created this self-induced allergy to cigarettes and cigarette smoke. I usually give the person who is smoking a dirty look, to get the point across that they are aggravating my almost cigarette smoke allergy. After my look, I walk away to a different spot, or if I am waiting at a bus stop, a little away from it--even if my backpack is extremely heavy and the bus doesn't come for another 20 mintues. Sometimes the smoker likes to walk around, making others cough and move, or walks near where I am standing, even after I have moved, making me walk farther away from that smoke that I hate. Or if it is windy, the smoke blows into my face, even if they are quite some distance away, making me want to yell out to stop...but I am, believe it or not, not that rude. I remember when people used to ask if the people they were around if they minded if they smoked. Or the smoker would usually go to a different place to smoke--outside, or a little away from other people to be polite. That is not the case these days. People are starting to become more ignorant of others today and are forgetting a simple, but extremely important act--courtesy. If someone in my 15 years of life, asked at least ONCE if I mind if they smoked near me, I wouldn't have to almost discriminate against smokers. But unfortunately, no one has EVER asked me if I mind if they smoked near me which is my point. I have met very few people with common courtesy, even if it is just the lowest form of courtesy. Although many people I look up to, many of my favorite bands and groups, even my own father smoke--I still look down on this nicotine addiction. Yes, I am calling it an addiction, because that is what it truely is. I really do not care how these people have become addicted, but how they deal with it. Some people try to quit--others cannot, nor will try to quit, because it has become a habit--they think that what they are doing is perfectly fine. It's okay with me if you want to enlarge your heart so that one day you will have a heart attack, or destroy your lungs so in a few years they will have to depend on an oxygen tank, but please, have some common decency and don't subject others to it too. If someone asks you to not smoke near them, they aren't being rude, it is for their own health. Please, please, do not retaliate back like they have offended your religion or your dead mother. Be polite and move, quietly.

For once, before you light up, think of the people around you--non-smokers and even smokers if they mind if you smoke. You'll feel better about yourself and the people around you will thank you for it. You will not look stupid, or too nice for doing it, but courteous and polite. For once, help others to not have to hate or fear you for just seeing you hold a cigarette.
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Friday, February 22, 2008

   IT'S FRIDAY, THANK GOD!
YES, my horrible school week is finally over. Whew. Now I can do homework without freaking out if I can finish it by its due date! =P

During P.E., for some reason, we ended up in this hall, just doing homework instead of the gym... o_O But, I had my little notebook (where I write my horrendous amounts of homework in), and it has a picture of [of course] DBSK on it. Everyone sitting by me (without me knowing) takes it, looks at JAEJOONG ONLY, then puts it back. Then they ask me who they are, I explain... and they say that Changmin is UGLY. WTF!? O_O I quickly replied that it was a bad picture (it wasn't that bad, but he was just...squinting. XD)... but one of my friends said that Junsu had a bad haircut (albeit cute), Jaejoong was "Damn, he's hot", and Yunho was a thumbs up (the teacher subbing yelled at us to be quiet... XD), and Changmin was the aforementioned "a little ugly". XD This is hilarious since I've told my [P.E.] friends about them (we like to talk about music usually), but they haven't seen pictures of them yet. XD

Oh yeah, my letter to DBSK this week:



:3

I was going through my various DBSK picture collections (one photobucket account was closed because I upped too many DBSK pictures within a month, another is on its way there... XD) and found this:





"OOGAHH BOOGAAHH"

...in other news, I recently saw Yamapi's...umm...naked photoshoot. xD It wasn't that bad, meaning tasteful, but he had the EXACTLY SAME EXPRESSION on his face throughout the whole thing. It was a little weird. =P

Anyway...since I've been almost BRAINDAMAGED trying to do my homework, I've decided to take breaks by sending random K-Pop MVs to my friends that really aren't into K-Pop at all...then I sneak in some T-Pop ones too. xD Then I send them emails full of DBSK, NEWS, F.T Island, Xing, etc. pictures. Then when I get to school they yell at me. xD But, it's all worth it. =D

Ugh, I have an essay due tonight, so I should write it quickly so I can turn it in before it stop accepting them. D= Damn Blackboard.

EDIT: I edited where my intro should be. XD

Later!

~Tsubasa
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Thursday, February 21, 2008

FUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

1. I can't test in April because of some dumbass retreat that I have to do for Confirmation, and it's a bunch of hippies, and the whole "Jesus loves you" speech during the weekend I was suppossed to test. And I HAVE to go to it OR ELSE I CAN'T GET CONFIRMED. FUCK. Although I don't give a damn if I get confirmed or not, it's pretty important (I think, and I'm sure as hell not doing that gay Life Teen program next year too)

2. My mom's cousin (by marriage) died from breastcancer today. I remember meeting her daughter, also a Mary (a year or two younger than me I think) at my grandma's funeral. I was like 5 or 6 but I still remember it...she ate some pills that were lying around in this room that we were being watched in... XD Everyone freaked out. But, anyway, it's going to be hard on her since she's in 7th or 8th grade right now...

3. AND we had schedule C again today. FUCK.

4. I found out that my STRONG A in history has turned into a LOW C, BORDERLINE D. WTF?! All it says on my progess report is that "Mary has turned in a few assignments late that were 'easy points', and got 0s on them". WTF. 1st, I didn't get points on them because I was SICK, and she said I'd STILL get credit for them. FUCK. I ONLY REMEMBER DOING BAD ON 1 TEST! Other than that I turned in EVERYfuckingthing that she assigned us! GAHHHH. AND I also found out the other day that I have a LOW B in theology, when I ususally have an A FUCKING PLUS! GAHHHHH. D:<<<<

I was only absent from school like 1 day, but was still at school, albeit sick, for the rest of the fucking days and THIS is what happens?!

Fuck. This week is surely not my week.

EDIT: the NEXT test that I can do is in MAY! D:<<<<<<< *wants to kill certain people*

Later.

~Tsubasa
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

   Eh.
Short post.

Just wanted to say that I think my allergies are acting up again... since I totally skipped History class yesterday to sleep in the nurse's office. Weeeeelll... I had some stuff due that I had no time to do, plus I was exhausted annnnd my head hurt really really bad. D=

I had to wake up at 5 today just so I could finish ALL of my homework... >,>;; Damn... PLUS we ran the mile today, AND today was C-Schedule (all classes). D=<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

On a brighter note. Today is Golf's birthday! (As in Golf & Mike people...his real name is Pichaya Nitipaisalkul). With about 149,000 results, he does have some fans outside of Southeast Asia. =DD

I started listening to some of my T-Pop stuff again and noticed how a lot of their MVs at the ending have some girl that leaves them... xD. Also with F.T Island MVs, Hongki and or Minwhan sees a girl he likes, goes out with her, and SOMEBODY ALWAYS TAKES THEIR PICTURE TOGETHER, and somehow it causes trouble, etc. :P

Which reminds me...

F.T ISLAND, ALONG WITH WONDER GIRLS, BOA AND EPIK HIGH, ETC. ARE COMING TO LA! ...on April 5th. BUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTT I CAN'T GO! NO!!111!!!!1111!1`22323423

TT__________TT

Why??! It only takes like 8 or so hours to get to LA from Phoenix driving (with a few stops)... why...? ;~; And it's F.T Island's first time doing a concert in America, and I really really want to see them... and the prices aren't bad... TT_TT

*DEPRESSION*

Eh, time for homework. Try to visit people if I have time.

Later!

~Tsubasa
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Monday, February 18, 2008

   Monday...well, it's here. I have to get over it.
Weeeeeeeeeeelll, today is Changmin's birthday. =D And I have no school today. But, I have tons of homework still to do...and it's like 3:30... D:

1st off HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINNIE! He's quite a popular guy with about 16,100 results for his birthday. And don't ask why it's in Chinese... sometimes google's in Chinese or Japanese for me... I think it's because of all the languages installed on my laptop. =P

Anyway, since I really don't want to post about anything really, I'll do comment responses!

timechaser: I'd like to give up the 5:30 AM lessons, my two coaches (but they are nice...) and being constantly stressed out... but my mom's already reminded me MANY times that I can't quite [quite unfortunately] until college. So, that's in a little less than 3 years... And last time I went to the doctor about my sorry health and why I keep getting the most non-related symptoms they just poke me and take some blood. Then they say I'm fine. D: Doctors...really... =P

Bellpickle: Well, I've been OFF the competitive track for about 2-3 years now (which was one of the problems I had with my coach and mom), and have only been TESTING so I can compete at a higher level... and I'm still stressed out. Last time I got a new coach I had a grand total of 3 coaches and had to quit my lessons with another coach that was actually helping me. Then my main coach didn't have as many lessons with me and it got confusing... ah, the drama of the rink...

raven fire93: "You're a flipping fuzzbag!". xD If I said that to my coaches they'd laugh. Only becuase I'm usually like that anyway. XD

cardcaptorryoko: Yeah, I'm going to see if I can get some time off, or at least try to make skating easier on me even more now.

And to everyone I'm going to work hard in skating, get this damn test over with, then I'm going to take a break and RELAX. =D School is going to be out a month or two after I should take the test so I should be able to REALLY relax. =D

Well, I should be off to do homework! *is quite a bad homework-doer*

Later!

~Tsubasa

EDIT: This just in: My mom said that if I don't pass my test in April, that I'm "done with skating for good". =DDD *happy dance* Wait...then does she expect me to fail it then? WTF? But I WANT pass my test... hmm...

*MIXED EMOTIONS*
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Saturday, February 16, 2008

   GAAAHHHH
Damn. I'm reaaaaaaally stressed out and my mom isn't helping either. I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to get this damn skating test out of the way (I've been stuck on it for OVER a FUCKING YEAR--it should only take 3 months--TOPS!) and I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted to take the damn test in MARCH, and finally my coach said I could take it next month, but guess what? The due date for the application to be in was TODAY!


D:<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<


DAMN IT!

PLUS, my coach kept telling me, "Even though you're doing a sport you don't want to do, you still have to put in effort and keep practicing and be here."

WTF!? I've been skating since KINDERGARTEN! PLUS, I'VE BEEN SICK FOR THE PAST YEAR AND IT'S A FUCKING MIRACLE THAT I'M EVEN AT THE RINK MOST OF THE TIME! AND, I LOVE TO SKATE, BUT HATE ALL THIS FUCKING TESTING AND ALL THIS FUCKING STRESS WITH ACTUALLY MAKING PROGRESS. Which, by the way, I really haven't made really any progress since my old coach retired and since I stopped having lessons with that old guy who was creepy. D:

Gah, damn my fucking immune system. If I wasn't sick basically for the past couple of years... I'd have THIS test done, and like 3 others too. D:<

/end rant.

So...other than that, I'm glad I have a 3 day weekend. :D

:P

Later!

~Tsubasa
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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Translation. :3
I honestly can't believe that NONE of you couldn't piece together a FEW thing. :P I am disappointed. Anyway, what it says is:

Saturday, February 9th
myO friends~
Hello everyone! Happy Chinese New Year! Chinese New Year (started on) Thursday. I like Chinese New Year. :3 I get to eat [a lot] of Chinese food. xD DBSK's new single is really good. Thanks so much DBSK! [LOLZ] Have you listened to it yet?

Bye!

~Mary (Tsubasa)

XDDDD I made it really easy too. =P Oh well, I guess I should get friends who know some Chinese then. XD Anyway, I like how my name looks in Chinese (玛丽), rather than how it looks in Japanese...which I know people who sometimes write as マリ or ﾒｱﾘ. And I still don't think that it really should be the latter, although that is sort of how you pronouce it. XD Hmm... I forgot what my name is in Korean though... :P Oh well. I only HAVE to know it in Chinese, so I can write it on my homework. XD


Which reminds me--- *runs to do homework*

Later!

~Tsubasa
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