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Hello. My name is Derek. I havenīt been a member for too long so Iīm a bit rough around the edges. The reason why i joined is well...because I like to look at art that is in the bloom of becoming great. I also like to write and read in blogs. theyīre a great way to express myself.






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Wednesday, January 9, 2008


Damn the owner...damn the phone calls.
My boyfriend called me early this morning. When I answered it i was like all sleepy and then i heard his voice. I woke up all freaked out like and hung up. lol. I got scared and i was too embaressed to call him back...iīve been thinking about it all day. Should i call him back or what? What if he says heīs officially breaking up with me? i am so lost right now.

anyways, me and mr. thomas went for a walk today and this giant damn dog came and scared the hell out of us. I picked up tommy right away, damn dog making him shake, and damn owner for not putting his damn dog on a leash. And also damn the owner for looking at me weird for walking my pet rabbit, lol.

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Friday, January 4, 2008


hey kitties. yesterday i went to the store all pissed off. i just went to buy milk and there was one hell of a line! i was like...what the fuck is this? so i went to go get my milk, which happened quickly, and then i returned to the hell of a line. what really pissed me off was that all these people were cutting me! what kind of shit is that? of course i was too polite to say anything...even though i wanted to. stupid people.

when i finally got to pay, which was very fast, this fucking boy bagged my milk. i was like whatever and then right when i was going to leave he said "normally your supposed to tip the person who bags your things" so i just said to him "it was just a small fucking carton of milk" and then i left.

i have no idea what my problem was, lol. maybe itīs because EVERYONE WHO SAYS THEY CARE AND LOVE ME LEAVE ME!! i donīt know what to do anymore.

i donīt want to go to work...

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Thursday, January 3, 2008


Depression Reeks of Unsatisfaction
hello everyone...sorry I have been too depressed to go online...why am i sad? oh why would care? i hate feeling this way itīs horrible. i donīt even know why iīm sad. maybe itīs because my boyfriend said i was no fun and he wasnīt sure he wanted to be with me anymore. i was alone for the new years and christmas was hell. but he did like the watch...that bastard. i hope you all are having a better time than i am.
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007


   Plans!
sorry about my absense. i have been ill but not anymore. itīs amazing what a few shots can do, lol. my mom didnīt want to help me so i had to ask my older sister. iīm glad she was more understanding. the reason why my mom didnīt help was because...well she thinks iīm a lying mistake that doesnīt deserve her love...or something like that, lol. it doesnīt bother me though. i donīt think.

well, christmas is coming up and i have the perfect gift for my boyfriend! iīm gonna write about it, but promise you wont tell him, tee hee. first i bought him a nice watch, heīs a total gadget freak. secondly i have prepared a night of perfect love making! ha ha, i hope everything goes well...itīll be so romantic. i hope heīs willing to wear his costume, tee hee. oh, i blush just imagining. and i also am gonna prepare a fabulous dinner! i can hardly wait.

also i bought mr. thomas some new chew toys and made him a sweater. but that little guy came in while i was sewing and knitting...so it isnīt much of a suprise for him anymore.

oh i got some questions for you guys!

1. are you gonna have a fun christmas this year?
2. does it snow where you live?
3. do you like bunnies?

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007


yesterday while I was on the internet I started hacking up blood. It was scary. I think I fainted from coughing so much. All I remember is hearing my boyfriends voice in the background and thomas stomping his foot in his cage.

Later that night I woke up in the hospital. I also found out that they had to put several shots in me. Turns out I have a spleen problem. Which bloody sucks and is something I canīt afford right now. which the doctors made clear to me. I didnīt have enough money to continue treatment. Iīm thinking about calling my ol mum, maybe sheīs forgiven me. After all Iīm still her son, right?

Iīm going to go to sleep now, maybe take Thomas out and snuggle with him.

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